The One Million Dollars dilenma...

I was just flipping around with the TV... And I notice one reality show... Before I go on, let me ask you a question...

If one person handed you a big pile of money... and there is no catche say ONE MILLION US dollars what would you do.

"Na si wa wu ji bat ban..." Haha... That stupid cantonese song just popped up my head. It says if I have one million bucks, I will sit an airplane... Travel the world... married a lot of times... Buy a bungallow... And much much more.

But this show hits the same scenario... This person give you 1 million... and..
You have to GIVE IT ALL AWAY!!!

This thing happen... When I bumped into one reality show which I consider as the most touching yet (which I believe) the most ridiculous thing I will do.

It is called... The Big Give. Maybe a pretty old show that some of you might have watch long time ago.

It is VERY different from other normal reality show... Other show, you love the drama... See people suffer by livinf in the middle of nowhere or eat spiders... Or even love the backstabbing players.

Here, 10 famous contestant were summon to this game. They have to OUTGIVE (That's a new term...) each other. You give the lowest (well judge by a few famous people) you go home.

And I thought this is ridiculous. Each week, different task was assigned to them... They were given cash and they need to give it all away... By giving it (materialy or cash or even just plain hard work and sweat) to strangers in America.

Just imagine, a person walks to you and give you some money... Pretty wierd huh?

Most of the challenge given is go to do some charity... In orphanage, hospitals, schools, old folks home... YOU NAME IT... and they give it.

But there is another motive of this show... Contestant also need to influence other people... (RICH PEOPLE) to give too.

In one episode, which I find it is the most interesting challenge in the game is each players were given 100,ooo USD. And they have to GIVE IT all away... O_o Wow... But there are more game rules too to make it harder, (cannot give an individual more than 500, and cannot give in cash...)

I just witness the finale... Where they go out nothing but the shirt on their backs. Or money... So they have to find money in their own ways. Very touching though.

I was thinking when do Malaysian can do the same thing. I still don't... unless i'm EXTREMELY RICH!!!

The Jalur Gemilang dilenma...

Jalur Gemilang is our national flag... It represent our pride as Malaysians and the symbol of our freedom in Malaysia. Needless to say, we have our own unwritten rules on how to treat this piece of Malaysian Prize.

However...

I found lots of contradiction about these... "unwritten rules".

As Malaysian, we know that we must respect our Jalur Gemilang. So we buy... We display... We... How we get ridof it again? After the Merdeka celebration, I was wondering how do we deal with these flags...

Do we..

A) Keep them until next year?
B) Throw them into the dustbin?
C) Burn them?

Well... according to the unwritten rules... It is D) None of the above...

Option A is a no-no... If we keep it, the colours of our national flag will be off... Then the next year or so, the flags will be lighter in colour and soon it will be near-to white...

Option B and C is also a big no no... According to our PM, we must respect our flags, so we cannot let them even touch the floor. We must fold them correctly if we don't need to use it. Hence, it is a crime to throw them into the big garbage bin... Needless to say, to burn them is like... Well... Hating your country.


So, with all of these explaination, what SHOULD we do after we buy and display the flag. The mysteries may remain unsolved unless somebody have the solution.

And so, we look into other area. The flags put up by the road side. The glorious long stripes of our Malaysia flags hanging on the lamp post along the road. Imagine how many of these flags has been put up onto the road... Just to celebrate Merdeka.

Question is... Have you ever imagine where do these flags gone after the Merdeka celebration?

Lastly, Happy independence day everyone...

Procrastination kills me... T_T

Yup... Some call me King of Procrastinate.. But this time, I really screw up big time. It represent my future, and I hope I don't screw it too much because of my foolish actions.

My trip to UK require me to do some things in order to go. And here's the top 3 bad example of what I'm doing now...

3. Visa Application.

It has been a while since I recieved the orders to register online for the Visa. Panicked now, I only start filling in the applications today. But I just found out I messed up by filling in the wrong info about Tier 4 General Sponsorship vs. Scholarship.

Unfortunately, I filled in the wrong one, making me one heck of a tension today.

2. Medical checkup

Now this is pretty serius... I was told to do a med-check up long time ago. I only went to the Putrajaya Clinic/Hospital last Friday. At that moment, I just found out i need to make appointment in order to perform the check up. And now, since the public university all around the Selangor and the Capital are also fighting for the check up. My Med Checkup was sceduled to be perform 31 July for the first test, and 4th August for the second test. Now I'm really on the edge now.

But nothing beats the devastation of number 1...


1. Letter of Good Conduct

It has been a while since I send the letter to Wisma Putra... Just to found out 3 weeks later, I havn't recieved any replies from them. Once again, Procrastination takes over as i'm lazy to lift my butt off the computer chair and drive to Wism Putra. After thinking a while, I do not have any photostated copy of the form and what will happen if the forms REALLY got lost before it reached Wisma Putra? I will never be able to get that in time. T_T After all, I'm doomed for sure if this worst case scenario happen in front of me.


Now I truly learn the devastating effects of Procrastination... I hope it really won't jeapordize my onein a lifetime shot to UK. I really do.

Farewell IPDA

The hardest thing in life must be saying goodbye to the ones you love... But that is not MY case though...=P

It was the last time I set my foot into IPDA, to get my passing result to UK. However, this might be the farewell I should say to all there.

Still remember the first time I set foot to IPDA. It may be the worst experiance for me, living in an "unhabitable condition". Although move to the hostel, other problems came together with it... Including food problem. Rough days... Rough days... And finally, I can say farewell to it try to forget it once and for all... =P

Anyway, to the serius part: The lecturers. Remember when I came to IPDA, I always ask for advice from them. Whether is academic, admin work, personal, or fooling around, they are always the best people to hang out with. Without them, I couldn't even fgo to UK. The feelings I grew for them is more than just plain appreciation, but more to indescribable warmness of the second home. Thank you all... I really could not have done it without them.

The second farewell, is to my juniors. I still remember when I am invovled with their Orientation. They were so innocent and kept bully by us all seniors. =P Good memories though. After that, we grew closer, and yet again, the boys in the block became somehow my closest frenz in the area. Room after room I knocked and "molest" them with words, giving them guidance, and also receiving back the pay on anime. It was wonderful. And to the 3 chinese dudes on the other block, wish you all best of luck. Lastly, my gratefulness and warmth to my "Tomboy" buddy, Hui Lin, I wish you the best of luck and become the true successor of Antonio the 2nd. I made a promise to all of my TESL juniors, that I MUST see them the next year in Portsmouth no matter how.

It is another kind of pain to say the final goodbye to them. I don't know how, but I'm sure deep in their hearts, they, including the lecturers and the other coursemates, will always have a piece of me in their hearts.

Home Alone... *Lost Count*

I still remember the time when I watch the movie "Home Alone". And the there are 3 sequels continueing it. Hiwever, in my life, my home alone experiance beat that record...=P And I'm now in the "movie" too...

Mum and dad is off to Paris for their wheelchair basketball tournament... And it takes them about 2 weeks to return to my place. Now alone with my dreadful brother, I am given a duty as a 24 hour "nanny... Or should I say "Pappy".

Taking care really wasn't easy... but the fun part is still bossing around my bro to clean the dirty dishes and all. Kind of fun, but now I'm bored.

All alone in the house, my job is to handle things to be perfect... Like going to IPDA? It is hard when your "driver(s)" is gone to Paris, public transport is the last available option, as car park fees is way too high. And I'm seriusly not looking forward to the journey to IPDA. (Not the times AT IPDA)

Anyhow, call me a Butler... Maid... House-husband... Driver... Carrier... And "Lunch-man" as these are my duties when I'm Home Alone. I believe there are times when you guys will face in the future.

Transformer 2: Success or Fallen

It's movie time... The transformer 2 has become one of the biggest movie of all time. Spectacular visual effects... Combine with heart pounding action... There is simply no reason why many movie goers decide to rewatch this hit in the big screen.

In fact, this show has blown the 200 million barricade thanks to worldwide invasion of Fanatics to the cinema. Transformer has been my childhood show and I love it. The release of the first film makes me go... AW... But the next movie, to me, is 10 times way much better than the first. However, the conspiracy of this movie start off with the greatest battle of all...

Movie critics vs. Movie Goers

Why I say that? Apparently, many movie critics rate the movie an all time low! I was like WTH? According to rottentomatoes.com, Transformer 2 received only 22% out of 100% of watchable rating.

I was like WHAT!!! But then again I bump into this article.

WARNING!!! THis Link contain Spoilers to the movie... If you have not watch it, it's better for you to watch the movie first, then look at this...

http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/smg-transformers-10-questions.html

Don't read it if you have watch it...

After reading this, I just found out there are too many loopholes in the plot of the story. Thus, made the critics extremely angry...

May I add in... The movie contain sex jokes that might be a bad example for the little ones.

However, I still inssist to all to watch it because despite the cruel review, it is still definately worth watching... Actually, it still worth spending RM12 to the cinema.

Durian MADNESS!!!

As the Durian season reached it's high peak, Eating durian may be a norm for ALL Malaysian. Whether you are any race, Durian may Unite us all.

I overheard the news one day. It was a heart-pounding moment in the Parlimen, as rivals started stabbing at each other using quick words and offensive language. But right after that debate, there is a BIG Feast cortosy of the Jabatan Pertanian or something. At that moment, everyone is happily digged into the delicious taste of the Durian, Manggosteen (4got the spelling), Rambutan, Jackfruit and so on... They were eating and laughing together... As if they have totally forgotten the incident in the Parliment.

One day in the pasar though, "Durian-mongers" were selling durian all over the place, and it is crowded with civilians. Some people like to "Dabao", others want to eat live and laughing together. Me and my family also join in the crowd as we eat it like we are in a Durian Buffet!!!

But this is the hidden truth behind durian... DO you know the durian contain 27.09 calories per 100g? That is like... VERY FATTENING!!! So when you buy a 1 kg durian... You are eating 270 Calories... That is eating more than 1 normal Chocolate Bar.

Anyway, yesterday my Aunt bought a BIG sack of Durian... And my family ate it right after lunch. 4 pax finished the whole sack within 1 hour. Right now I don't dare to stand on the scale... T_T

But Hey!!! You only eat durian once a year in Malaysia... And I won't be eating it for the next 3 years, since I'm going to UK... T_T NO MORE DURIAN!!!

Over-reaction towards Excessive Weight~

It has been a while since I blog. But now, I need to talk about serius issues... MY serius issues.

Everyone knows that I'm suffering from Obesity. And this afternoon, I started thinking back some of my coursemates, even my frenz harsh critics towards my weight.

I remember back once during Sedim camping trip. We are about to cross the world highest Canopy walk in Kedah... And then, the issue came in... The instructor made a slight joke about the weight it can handle, and suddenly all eyes on ME!!!

I treated it as a joke... But as time goes by, the joke became FOR REAL to (what I observe) most of my coursemate.

When we are about to get onto the walk, many of them walk further and further away from me. It is as if, when I'm there, the bridge is going to fall or something.

That's not just it. When the other group came closing in... They lust for photo... (We are in a trip rite?) Then all of a sudden, comes a voice... "Stay rite where you are... I'm not going to die because of you..."

I have forgive that person and have forgotten who the Hell is he/she that said it... But the phrase is still carve deeply into my mind.

I just have a phrase to say this... Open your eyes to the world!!! (Dammit). Is it only me who weight THIS MUCH? And is my a little excess of weight (FYI: I'm just over 25kg of an average man in Malaysia) going to crash down a bridge? I'm not a GIGANTIC TRUCK you know...

Recently, I also receive comment about my weight... (Especially on Facebook... Who ate Chilli, they felt the hot laa...) I took a few quiz that related about weight, just for a few laugh for myself... And all of a sudden, it became a HOT topic to debate in Facebook... One word... WTF (Actually it is 3 words, but you ave the idea...)

Come on now, do you think I don't know that I'm Obese? Do I seriusly deserve suc HARSH statement from you guys to tell me that I'm FAT? NO!!!

If you don't know, I am undergoing an intense exercise routine everyday, with a brand new diet plan for myself. Although I screw up for today, (Cause go lepak-ing with my old frenz...), the plan is going quite smoothly.

I suffer everyday going to the gym and cried out for pain, and sometimes coming back with tears cause after the work, I did not lose any weight.

But there is one thing you all should know... I'm working Extremely hard to escape the discrimination some of you have for me. So watch out... It may not show extreme results before I fly to UK, but I am proud that I have done my part, and I don't need you guys to judge me for who I am!

(Epilouge: I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feeling, but I'm just expressing mine. I'm a human too, so I just need you guys to know how I felt. That's all. And Thank you very much if you manage to read until the end. >_<)

PS: I'm hoping my frenz can give some comment on this piece of work... Cause it took me quite some time to write it... =P

I pass... And Going TO United Kingdom!!!

Thank you so much God.

This morning, I just woke up and switched on my laptop. At first, i log on to Facebook. And I found some wierd signs from some of my friends

"I have pass..."

"We all are flying to UK..."

These seems weird as I replied them Is it real? Or just a hoax?

So I quickly open my mailbox... And there was the magical words... "Pass"... "UK"...

I'm Going Crazy!!! Already!!!

Exam time is close...

Let's recap how many days left to my decisive exam to UK... Hmm...

12 days!!!

Aa.. And I have tons of activities coming out... Wooow.

I have 3 days of Camp Ibadat. (It's a camp for Muslim... And yet I'm an AJK... Weird huh?)

I have 3 more topic of Social Study havn't touch... (That is also the meaning of I have not yet study a lot in this subject...)

I still have to work out on my Shakespere-language. (Seriously... Merchant of Venice is soooooo Hard.)


Well.. wish me luck in my exam... Hopefully I can still pass....

ps: I won't be Blogging anymore... Until my exam is over... See ya in 20 days time!!!

"Not-So" Happy Birthday Ma...

It is that time of the year again.... However this year, my mum seems to be having some not so happy moments and I would prefer to call it "One bad Birthday for her.

When I come back home from Jitra, it was 12 in the midnight. I called my mum... She picked me up. I made a mistake at this moment. I SHOULD have call my dad... That's Strike one fro Unhappiness... But also Foul 1 for happiness, cause I AM back to celebrate her Bday with her!!!

The next morning... She had to go to school. Teaching of course... (Hey it is just Firday). But it seems this is no ordinary Friday. The Headmistress held my mum up and booked her time until Late evening for a special Mathematic Workshop... It seems having an OT on your B-day makes that Strike 2

That's not all... Since it was her b-day, she recieved a B-day gift from Golden Screen Cinema, and thus, movie in he cinema is a perfect day. UNFORTUNATELY, my dad seems to lost track of time on his etra work. We promise to leave the house at 4. He came back at 4.30. That seriously impact a lot to my mum.

Have you read Roald Dahl's "Way Up to Heaven"? Well, unfortunately I have to undergo one of the scene where Mr. and Mrs. Foster Argue a lot about procrastination... Say duh to me... Neway, luckily after a while the fire between mum and dad subsidize... But the day is still young... And more to come.

After another Strike 3, we hit the cinema. A shocking scene happen. In that theatre, there was only 1 show which is NOT rated 18... Can you believe this? (Well there are others, but my mum do not like Malay, Japanese and Thai movies) I do not believe it... What the hell happen to our Malaysian Movie Rating system? Anyway, I got my bro coming with us... And I do not think "Confession of a Shopaholic" would be a family movie that OUR family like to watch (Mum is no Shopaholic, dad Detest Shopping... My bro do not like teen girl show... I, well let's just say I'm just following the majority =P)

Anyway, we manage to buy a ticket for tomorow on another good show... Knowing. Gonna watch it today and would be a Post-present for my mum from my bro.

So what did I gave for my ma? After a rough day, we scroll through Mid Valley, and I suddenly suggest something I never said before to my family: "Let's go to Manhattam Fish Market!!! I Belanja!!! Seriously..."

Well, that would be the only wonderful time for our family gathering... But the price issue... Hmm... Maybe I would have to eat bread for a couple of days but I may manage it. We enjoyed ourself at least... I mean, how can my family NOT enjoy a RM 100 meal?

I've done my part as a son for my mum. Well, this may be the first time I belanja this much for my family, and I most probably may not see them for the next 3 years... but at least the smile hanging on my mum's face that day is just priceless... (I seem to cry right now... Seriously) Maybe, I can still call this B-day a Happy one...

Happy Birthday Ma... I love you so much!!!

Cross Country... More like Cross Village... =P

Merentas Desa... Direct translation would probably be Cross Village =P. After all those stress I have when the exam draw closer than ever, it's good to have a little run in the village area.

For the first time in my entire life... (^v^)v Like seriously, I join the race of 7 km around the village roas of Jitra. Wohoo!!!

Tell you what I experiance... I cross some big roads, small roads... Sandy roads... Muddy roads... A lot of shades.. And also somtimes it is bloody shiny!!! Bruning hot onto my body... There are some part where I struggle up the hill and enjoy pacing down the hill...

FYI, I never even tried running a cross coun try before... Because of my size... T_T My weight... T-T. But to my shock... I'm NOT the last arrive to the finish line. There are even about 50-70 contestants behind me... Wohoo!!

This is a wonderful acompishment for me... Yet... I felt extremely exhausted.

To celebrate my victory, I went to Pizza Hut... Wait... OH NO!!!! I think I gain back the weight I lost in the 7 km run!!! T_T Anyway, hope there would be a next time for me in this kind of race...

Peace out!!!

PS: FYI, 26 days to exam, and I still running some useless race...

Antique Bakery: Sooo.... Delicious!

Having some free time, i kinda stumble across this Korean movie call Antique Bakery. It is an adaptation of one Japanese manga. After I watch this... I felt soo... DELICIOUS!!!

The story is about a very very RICH man who hated cakes since he was a kid. The irony is he want to open a cake house... With the reason of having many female customer coming. Did I also mention he has a very rough love life? Besides that, he also has a dark past that was lock within his heart for a long time...

Anyway, to open a bakery he needs a pattessiere (Mind the speling...) It's just so nice he met an old classmate of his, who once confess love to him. Now the MOST intresting part is... That classmate is a GUY!!! A GAY MAN!!!

The four handsome guy (Clockwise from the top left): The rich dude, The gay guy, The cool security guard, and the boxer.


That triggers a very.. VERY funny storyline... On how this two "exes" work together to build up this Antique Bakery. Did I mention that gay is one of the best in the world? However he got kicked out by many famous bakeries because that gay has a power to make a straight guy to a GAY guy... Talk about... EWW!!! Hence he causes some mishaps with the boss and everything.

Then they hired an ex-boxer who is fond of cakes and sweet pastery. After tasting the delicious cake, he wanted to be the gay dude's apprentice. The last member of the bakery, who was the rich man's cool bodyguard, join them too... Until his coolness goes away when the gay virus has infiltrated him... O_o

4 handsome men, one bakery shop... A wonderful combination of delicious cakes and pasteries... A damn lot of gayness... Not to forget about the misadventure and life triggering story... And also a lot of hilarious scene... A wonderful movie.

5 stars!!!

Warning! For the boys who love their straightness... Please don't watch... You might become a gay after this.

Jogging with the cows... O_o

Yeah... You may call me lucky or just pure bad luck.

Yesterday, I went jogging (The main reason is to buy the bloody bus ticket)... On my way back to hostel... I saw a herd of cows crossing the road... And they are right in front of me. For like 2 metre's apart.

Of course... I kept my distance... To ensure my safety. At some point, a few older cows turn their head and stare at me... I was like... Stop on my tracks. If I continue jogging, the title for this blog may be "Chased by the cows" =P

Actually, it was an incredible experiance. I notice how the older cows treated the smaller cows. In that herd, the older cows stand in a circle, while the little cattle stays in the circle. It was a marvelous view I should say

At some point, one of the cow SHIT on the road. I was like... D**M. And the street crossing plot is even mind blowing. When the herd cross the road, the car stop for them. There was even one cow who one to KO the car. My jaw was open wide.

I don't know if these cow is under the care of some owner... Or a wild one... But this is just insane. This really is how nature assimulate with humans.

Earth Hour: One person is not enough...

Walking back to my room from the dinner yesterday,
I notice the clock strikes 8.30.
I close my eyes... A bizare sight occured...
Darkness (To a certain extent... of course)

I see the young kids...
Running around from blocks to blocks...
They were the wardens chldren.
It is a funny sight, as I notice them running around...
Reaching out for the switches...
And darken the corridor.

Darkness falls...
As I enter my room, my roomates is in the dark.
Ready to go out while I switch on the fan.
"No.. We have to switch off everything during this one hour..."
That I knew... He had misunderstood the meaning of Earth Hour.

In my opinion, Earth Hour is just a symbol...
To see how many people hated global warming...
To enjoy the sensation of darkness...
To return one hour of nature back to the Earth

But what if... After this one hour...
You go back to your normal life.
When no one's around, the lights and fan are switched on...
When the afternoon shines so brightly but the light in your room is still on...

What is the point of that?
Do you really think you really against global warming?
Do you really done your part on saving the Earth?

One hour is not enough...
I am just one person...
We must continue on...
For our land...
For our nation..
For our next generation...
For EARTH!!!

The "EYE" for Traveling... MATTA Fair

You all know I am a loyal servant to travelling... And the MATTA fair would be a paradise FOR ME!!!

That's right... MATTA Fair is now on in PWTC, Kuala Lumpur. It is the biggest event for those Malaysian who has something to do with Travelling as their hobby. ( (^o^)v ) Unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera there despite the famous event is on...

I would dare to say the crowd this year wasn't as big as the previous year... (Seriously... Last few years was a TOTAL Mayhem... Where human traffic is everywhere!) Maybe because of the Econimic Downfall... The people coming, according to my experiance, has dropped about 20% this year.

Despite the fact... I would still say the MATTA fair is still a big mayhem this year. The crowd there was unbelivable and there are promoters EVERYWHERE!!! I spotted a group of my high school friends there being the promoters in a travel Agent company.


MATTA fair as split itself to 2 parts: Domestic Travel and International Travel. This year, the Malaysian has done a fantastic job on creating a programme call "ZOOM Malaysia!" There we could see many booths and native state people promoting. I would not live this part... (Maybe cause I don't like Domestic Travel ) So let's move on to the International...

The International Department was given to 2 EXTREMELY LARGE Hall... Maybe cause too many people will be there. Many famous travelling company, such as MSL, Keris, Apple Travel etc are there... Say WOW to International Travel.

My mom (BTW, she is a travel maniac) booked a ticket to "Chang Ziang Shan Xia" (Long river Cruise) with my grandma. I, unfortunately, unable to go... T_T

Pretty shock of meeting my old friends there... They were promoting their company to the people. As a friend... (Unfortunately) I got "promoted" by them... Asking me to travel... Poor me... T_T (Nice to see you there Pei Voon, Jac, and Xiang Ling)

Besides that, LIVE concert and performance at the stage is also a huge event there... There are some band from Korea, Philipines are there to perform their gigs and rock the Exhibition!!! In Addition, some costume character from Dreamworld are giving joy to the young kids there...

MATTA fair is an EYE open place... GO there once in a while... There is still one day left on the remarkable 3 day event!!!

A sign of Relief...

On the Wednesday where I have to pass up my HUGE assignment... I recieved a shocking news from home... My dad had stroke...

With the first impression, my heart suddenly sank into emptiness when I got the info from my brother. I really feel a sudden blank in my heart, and paused for quite a long time. My bro was crying on the other side... And I suddenly fell into a traumatized position.

Then, I went out to express... Expressing my rage... Sadness... Regret... All the things I do not appriciate in my past few days towards my dad. I quickly jog outside to release all this unwanted emotions... (Of course to buy the neccessary stuff for my assignment. The whole 1 hour and a half outside made me relax...

What makes it much more relaxing is the punishment of God towards my indespicable behaviour... After, I got the infofrom my mum that my dad is ok... I gave a sudden relief, yet still feel uneasy and worried... Soon after, I speak silently in my heart... "Oh God, I regret on my behaviour on not caring for my dad... Please let him be safe and punish me instead..."

I got my punishment alright... And it is a heavy downfall of water from the skies... I don't know this is the reaction of God towards my behaviour... Or merely BAD LUCK!!!

Anyhow, I rushed back hom on Thursday. In the Afternoon, I went to pick up my dad in the hospital. I did not cry since then. He is back to his old wacky dad I used to have... The doctor said it is a minor stroke, my dad manage to reverse the stroke by himself and back to his normal self. So a sign of relief hit me.

Although I told him not to work in the next few days... He just couldn't listen... That's my dad's attitude... But he had tried to cut down on the workload.

Thank you all frenz for giving me the support I need in the few days of worrying. Your concern is very much appriciated. Speaking of appriciation, I felt I need to put more concern to my dad and hope that I won't regret the next time if something bad happen...

The Greed for Knowledge

I have opened another topic. The evil side of me. I call the new category <7>

Greed...

I just finished presented my literature on a novel I have studied, Lord of the Flies. I love that story and do a lot of research for myself. So many research, that even the experts in the internet, (like Spark Notes and BookRags) did not even state the issue out.

And today, I presented my findings in front of the class. Pn. Zarina, my lecturer find it interesting and describe my presentation as "Very unique... Something different but correct... Very good"

I was happy... At the same time, I notice my classmates starts to copy my slides. Then I have to say an evil side of me emerge in my body.

I felt I am stupid... No, EXTREMELY STUPID on presenting my own creation to the class. Now that they have my points, I felt that they would most probably use my point in the exam or something.

I know this is wrong, but I truly got the feeling of regret, and a bit of hatred towards the others that got my unique point. It has become not unique anymore if I use it in my essay in exam, as all the others will use my point as well.

This is a very ad attitude of me, but at least i keep to myself and not saying it out. But then again, having to comit the sin Greed for Knowledge... I truly am... I want to become one of those unique people with wonderful ideas. The Greed has increwasing inside me, and I felt it is hard to control if this goes on.

Do I make the right decision on presenting? I don't know... but I shall see the result sooner in the exam. I really hope this is the suicidal move I made that may cost me to fail in the exam. I'm afraid...

RAIN!!! Finally...

If someone ask... What is the most stupidest thing you have done recently... I would plainly answer them... "Jogging in heavy rain."

It's been one and a half month the state of Jitra has not having any rain. Nevertheless, yesterday, I heard the wonderful sound of tunderstorm.

It was a heavy rain... But when it went small at 4.45, don't know what hit me but I suddenly change into my sportswear... and went jogging on the road.

The rain gets even heavier as I jog... But... I felt happy. I felt COMPLETELY DEStressed!!! The stress from the 4 FREAKING LONG ASSIGNMENT is gone. The rain cool me down, while my body warm up at the same time.

I met a few of my juniors alongthe way, ad they must think I'm crazy... Actually... I AM CRAZY at that moment... So, this is what CRAZY PEOPLE DO!!! WAHAHAHAHHA...

A taste of school...

As I'm going to become an English teacher... (Though my English is still a big pain) I have been put into School Experiance for 2 weeks. This SE programme really made me become more mature... And more Teacherly... (You can't stop thinking when students call you teacher... Or sir...)

Nevertheless, I have my fun time here, and I tried entring classes befor. FYI, the school here is labeled as... "Thoses students who are not able to go to other schools in the area of Kubang Pasu were forced to study here..."

I had a bad feeling at the first day, yet, to my suprise, the students were VERY friendly... No kidding. I had yet to see any students in my life that close to teachers. Sure their English profficiency was EXTREMELY HORRIBLE, but they were at least more polite than my old school!!!

Funny thing is... The teachers here is still the smae old same old... (Like complaining about some facilities... Sports Day problem... etc) Neverhteless, they were friendly and entertain us all the way in the 2 weeks. I felt the caring I recieved these 2 days were extremely overwhelming.

After this experiance, I am more sure of myself, I can do this... Sure, there certainly be some downside in every turns, but this is the road taken by me... And I don't regret it...

Neoclassical genre: My current fav!!!

I've been scrolling down the net for some new songs. Then I found one artist: Kanon Wakeshima.

OK... Go on call me anime FREAK!!! But I can't stop watching it... Anyway, I check the type of song she sings... It's Neoclassical.

What is it? A new term for me. It contains some elements of darkness... However, it is not like those in Black Metal. Instead, it is classical. The combination of Darkness and Classical Music. Mostly involve Cello and Violin.

It is important for this type of music to create an eerie feeling when you listen to it. Your hair really stand at it's end, yet it is a wonderful melody to be heard.

Kanon Wakeshima is one of those artist that perform Neoclassical music. Although in Japanese, but her effects towards listener (me) is huge!!!

If you have time, find her song Still Doll, and Sunna no Oshiro. Give a taste for the wierd kind of music... You'll find it... Disturbing yet intresting!!!

Shoes vs. Leaders of the world...

Now the worlds top leader has a new enemy... SHOES!!!

Case 1:
Previously, we saw an awesome display of drama, action, in a "movie" call . We can see that during Bush'es speech, he was given a "tasty treat"... A Shoe in the FacE!!!

After this incident, there was a memorial in Iraq, where a shoe sculpture is made to remember the "Brilliant Chef" who prepare this wonderful delicacy to the ex US president...


Case 2:
Today, I notice another rip-off movie that change the character in the previous movie called


Being the "Second strongest country in the world", China's PM visit UK for a speech... Only to be found a protestor throwing shoe at him...

Unlike the previous movie, this one is a complete irony... The security guard kicked the protestor out. Then Wen Jia Bao siad... "This despicable behaviour cannot stand in the way of friendship between China and the UK"

After the this sentence, the whole auditarium stood up and applaud for him!!!

Irony is it?


So what's up with Leaders and Shoe? Who knows?
Maybe Malaysia will have this fate too!!! When will the time comes...

Celebrate and NO Work PLZ!

Hello Brand new year!!! For the Chinese callender of course...

What I want for this CNY?

1. No Homework for 5 days... =P

2. Get tons of ANGPAU!!!

3. Eat a lot of DELICIOUS Biscuits!!! (Hopefully not too much till get fatter!!!)

4. Get MORE Angpau!!!

5. Celebrate CNY w. My Friends... (Probably my last...T_T)

6. Did I say I want MORE angpau?... (-_-lll)

7. Mandrin Oranges.... (Drooling...)

8. More Angpau... Oh yeah, I've mentioned it already right?

Anyway... To all Chinese out there... And my beloved friends... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!