Sunday, June 28, 2009

Durian MADNESS!!!

As the Durian season reached it's high peak, Eating durian may be a norm for ALL Malaysian. Whether you are any race, Durian may Unite us all.

I overheard the news one day. It was a heart-pounding moment in the Parlimen, as rivals started stabbing at each other using quick words and offensive language. But right after that debate, there is a BIG Feast cortosy of the Jabatan Pertanian or something. At that moment, everyone is happily digged into the delicious taste of the Durian, Manggosteen (4got the spelling), Rambutan, Jackfruit and so on... They were eating and laughing together... As if they have totally forgotten the incident in the Parliment.

One day in the pasar though, "Durian-mongers" were selling durian all over the place, and it is crowded with civilians. Some people like to "Dabao", others want to eat live and laughing together. Me and my family also join in the crowd as we eat it like we are in a Durian Buffet!!!

But this is the hidden truth behind durian... DO you know the durian contain 27.09 calories per 100g? That is like... VERY FATTENING!!! So when you buy a 1 kg durian... You are eating 270 Calories... That is eating more than 1 normal Chocolate Bar.

Anyway, yesterday my Aunt bought a BIG sack of Durian... And my family ate it right after lunch. 4 pax finished the whole sack within 1 hour. Right now I don't dare to stand on the scale... T_T

But Hey!!! You only eat durian once a year in Malaysia... And I won't be eating it for the next 3 years, since I'm going to UK... T_T NO MORE DURIAN!!!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Over-reaction towards Excessive Weight~

It has been a while since I blog. But now, I need to talk about serius issues... MY serius issues.

Everyone knows that I'm suffering from Obesity. And this afternoon, I started thinking back some of my coursemates, even my frenz harsh critics towards my weight.

I remember back once during Sedim camping trip. We are about to cross the world highest Canopy walk in Kedah... And then, the issue came in... The instructor made a slight joke about the weight it can handle, and suddenly all eyes on ME!!!

I treated it as a joke... But as time goes by, the joke became FOR REAL to (what I observe) most of my coursemate.

When we are about to get onto the walk, many of them walk further and further away from me. It is as if, when I'm there, the bridge is going to fall or something.

That's not just it. When the other group came closing in... They lust for photo... (We are in a trip rite?) Then all of a sudden, comes a voice... "Stay rite where you are... I'm not going to die because of you..."

I have forgive that person and have forgotten who the Hell is he/she that said it... But the phrase is still carve deeply into my mind.

I just have a phrase to say this... Open your eyes to the world!!! (Dammit). Is it only me who weight THIS MUCH? And is my a little excess of weight (FYI: I'm just over 25kg of an average man in Malaysia) going to crash down a bridge? I'm not a GIGANTIC TRUCK you know...

Recently, I also receive comment about my weight... (Especially on Facebook... Who ate Chilli, they felt the hot laa...) I took a few quiz that related about weight, just for a few laugh for myself... And all of a sudden, it became a HOT topic to debate in Facebook... One word... WTF (Actually it is 3 words, but you ave the idea...)

Come on now, do you think I don't know that I'm Obese? Do I seriusly deserve suc HARSH statement from you guys to tell me that I'm FAT? NO!!!

If you don't know, I am undergoing an intense exercise routine everyday, with a brand new diet plan for myself. Although I screw up for today, (Cause go lepak-ing with my old frenz...), the plan is going quite smoothly.

I suffer everyday going to the gym and cried out for pain, and sometimes coming back with tears cause after the work, I did not lose any weight.

But there is one thing you all should know... I'm working Extremely hard to escape the discrimination some of you have for me. So watch out... It may not show extreme results before I fly to UK, but I am proud that I have done my part, and I don't need you guys to judge me for who I am!

(Epilouge: I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feeling, but I'm just expressing mine. I'm a human too, so I just need you guys to know how I felt. That's all. And Thank you very much if you manage to read until the end. >_<)

PS: I'm hoping my frenz can give some comment on this piece of work... Cause it took me quite some time to write it... =P

Friday, June 12, 2009

I pass... And Going TO United Kingdom!!!

Thank you so much God.

This morning, I just woke up and switched on my laptop. At first, i log on to Facebook. And I found some wierd signs from some of my friends

"I have pass..."

"We all are flying to UK..."

These seems weird as I replied them Is it real? Or just a hoax?

So I quickly open my mailbox... And there was the magical words... "Pass"... "UK"...

I'm Going Crazy!!! Already!!!