The Life and Lies of Bjay

The One Million Dollars dilenma...

2009-09-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

I was just flipping around with the TV... And I notice one reality show... Before I go on, let me ask you a question...

If one person handed you a big pile of money... and there is no catche say ONE MILLION US dollars what would you do.

"Na si wa wu ji bat ban..." Haha... That stupid cantonese song just popped up my head. It says if I have one million bucks, I will sit an airplane... Travel the world... married a lot of times... Buy a bungallow... And much much more.

But this show hits the same scenario... This person give you 1 million... and..
You have to GIVE IT ALL AWAY!!!

This thing happen... When I bumped into one reality show which I consider as the most touching yet (which I believe) the most ridiculous thing I will do.

It is called... The Big Give. Maybe a pretty old show that some of you might have watch long time ago.

It is VERY different from other normal reality show... Other show, you love the drama... See people suffer by livinf in the middle of nowhere or eat spiders... Or even love the backstabbing players.

Here, 10 famous contestant were summon to this game. They have to OUTGIVE (That's a new term...) each other. You give the lowest (well judge by a few famous people) you go home.

And I thought this is ridiculous. Each week, different task was assigned to them... They were given cash and they need to give it all away... By giving it (materialy or cash or even just plain hard work and sweat) to strangers in America.

Just imagine, a person walks to you and give you some money... Pretty wierd huh?

Most of the challenge given is go to do some charity... In orphanage, hospitals, schools, old folks home... YOU NAME IT... and they give it.

But there is another motive of this show... Contestant also need to influence other people... (RICH PEOPLE) to give too.

In one episode, which I find it is the most interesting challenge in the game is each players were given 100,ooo USD. And they have to GIVE IT all away... O_o Wow... But there are more game rules too to make it harder, (cannot give an individual more than 500, and cannot give in cash...)

I just witness the finale... Where they go out nothing but the shirt on their backs. Or money... So they have to find money in their own ways. Very touching though.

I was thinking when do Malaysian can do the same thing. I still don't... unless i'm EXTREMELY RICH!!!

The Jalur Gemilang dilenma...

2009-08-29T03:43:00.000-07:00

Jalur Gemilang is our national flag... It represent our pride as Malaysians and the symbol of our freedom in Malaysia. Needless to say, we have our own unwritten rules on how to treat this piece of Malaysian Prize.

However...

I found lots of contradiction about these... "unwritten rules".

As Malaysian, we know that we must respect our Jalur Gemilang. So we buy... We display... We... How we get ridof it again? After the Merdeka celebration, I was wondering how do we deal with these flags...

Do we..

A) Keep them until next year?
B) Throw them into the dustbin?
C) Burn them?

Well... according to the unwritten rules... It is D) None of the above...

Option A is a no-no... If we keep it, the colours of our national flag will be off... Then the next year or so, the flags will be lighter in colour and soon it will be near-to white...

Option B and C is also a big no no... According to our PM, we must respect our flags, so we cannot let them even touch the floor. We must fold them correctly if we don't need to use it. Hence, it is a crime to throw them into the big garbage bin... Needless to say, to burn them is like... Well... Hating your country.

So, with all of these explaination, what SHOULD we do after we buy and display the flag. The mysteries may remain unsolved unless somebody have the solution.

And so, we look into other area. The flags put up by the road side. The glorious long stripes of our Malaysia flags hanging on the lamp post along the road. Imagine how many of these flags has been put up onto the road... Just to celebrate Merdeka.

Question is... Have you ever imagine where do these flags gone after the Merdeka celebration?

Lastly, Happy independence day everyone...

Procrastination kills me... T_T

2009-07-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

Yup... Some call me King of Procrastinate.. But this time, I really screw up big time. It represent my future, and I hope I don't screw it too much because of my foolish actions.

My trip to UK require me to do some things in order to go. And here's the top 3 bad example of what I'm doing now...

3. Visa Application.

It has been a while since I recieved the orders to register online for the Visa. Panicked now, I only start filling in the applications today. But I just found out I messed up by filling in the wrong info about Tier 4 General Sponsorship vs. Scholarship.

Unfortunately, I filled in the wrong one, making me one heck of a tension today.

2. Medical checkup

Now this is pretty serius... I was told to do a med-check up long time ago. I only went to the Putrajaya Clinic/Hospital last Friday. At that moment, I just found out i need to make appointment in order to perform the check up. And now, since the public university all around the Selangor and the Capital are also fighting for the check up. My Med Checkup was sceduled to be perform 31 July for the first test, and 4th August for the second test. Now I'm really on the edge now.

But nothing beats the devastation of number 1...

1. Letter of Good Conduct

It has been a while since I send the letter to Wisma Putra... Just to found out 3 weeks later, I havn't recieved any replies from them. Once again, Procrastination takes over as i'm lazy to lift my butt off the computer chair and drive to Wism Putra. After thinking a while, I do not have any photostated copy of the form and what will happen if the forms REALLY got lost before it reached Wisma Putra? I will never be able to get that in time. T_T After all, I'm doomed for sure if this worst case scenario happen in front of me.

Now I truly learn the devastating effects of Procrastination... I hope it really won't jeapordize my onein a lifetime shot to UK. I really do.

Farewell IPDA

2009-07-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

The hardest thing in life must be saying goodbye to the ones you love... But that is not MY case though...=P

It was the last time I set my foot into IPDA, to get my passing result to UK. However, this might be the farewell I should say to all there.

Still remember the first time I set foot to IPDA. It may be the worst experiance for me, living in an "unhabitable condition". Although move to the hostel, other problems came together with it... Including food problem. Rough days... Rough days... And finally, I can say farewell to it try to forget it once and for all... =P

Anyway, to the serius part: The lecturers. Remember when I came to IPDA, I always ask for advice from them. Whether is academic, admin work, personal, or fooling around, they are always the best people to hang out with. Without them, I couldn't even fgo to UK. The feelings I grew for them is more than just plain appreciation, but more to indescribable warmness of the second home. Thank you all... I really could not have done it without them.

The second farewell, is to my juniors. I still remember when I am invovled with their Orientation. They were so innocent and kept bully by us all seniors. =P Good memories though. After that, we grew closer, and yet again, the boys in the block became somehow my closest frenz in the area. Room after room I knocked and "molest" them with words, giving them guidance, and also receiving back the pay on anime. It was wonderful. And to the 3 chinese dudes on the other block, wish you all best of luck. Lastly, my gratefulness and warmth to my "Tomboy" buddy, Hui Lin, I wish you the best of luck and become the true successor of Antonio the 2nd. I made a promise to all of my TESL juniors, that I MUST see them the next year in Portsmouth no matter how.

It is another kind of pain to say the final goodbye to them. I don't know how, but I'm sure deep in their hearts, they, including the lecturers and the other coursemates, will always have a piece of me in their hearts.

Home Alone... Lost Count

2009-07-05T22:02:00.000-07:00

I still remember the time when I watch the movie "Home Alone". And the there are 3 sequels continueing it. Hiwever, in my life, my home alone experiance beat that record...=P And I'm now in the "movie" too...

Mum and dad is off to Paris for their wheelchair basketball tournament... And it takes them about 2 weeks to return to my place. Now alone with my dreadful brother, I am given a duty as a 24 hour "nanny... Or should I say "Pappy".

Taking care really wasn't easy... but the fun part is still bossing around my bro to clean the dirty dishes and all. Kind of fun, but now I'm bored.

All alone in the house, my job is to handle things to be perfect... Like going to IPDA? It is hard when your "driver(s)" is gone to Paris, public transport is the last available option, as car park fees is way too high. And I'm seriusly not looking forward to the journey to IPDA. (Not the times AT IPDA)

Anyhow, call me a Butler... Maid... House-husband... Driver... Carrier... And "Lunch-man" as these are my duties when I'm Home Alone. I believe there are times when you guys will face in the future.

Transformer 2: Success or Fallen

2009-07-01T00:06:00.000-07:00

It's movie time... The transformer 2 has become one of the biggest movie of all time. Spectacular visual effects... Combine with heart pounding action... There is simply no reason why many movie goers decide to rewatch this hit in the big screen.

In fact, this show has blown the 200 million barricade thanks to worldwide invasion of Fanatics to the cinema. Transformer has been my childhood show and I love it. The release of the first film makes me go... AW... But the next movie, to me, is 10 times way much better than the first. However, the conspiracy of this movie start off with the greatest battle of all...

Movie critics vs. Movie Goers

Why I say that? Apparently, many movie critics rate the movie an all time low! I was like WTH? According to rottentomatoes.com, Transformer 2 received only 22% out of 100% of watchable rating.

I was like WHAT!!! But then again I bump into this article.

WARNING!!! THis Link contain Spoilers to the movie... If you have not watch it, it's better for you to watch the movie first, then look at this...

http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/smg-transformers-10-questions.html

Don't read it if you have watch it...

After reading this, I just found out there are too many loopholes in the plot of the story. Thus, made the critics extremely angry...

May I add in... The movie contain sex jokes that might be a bad example for the little ones.

However, I still inssist to all to watch it because despite the cruel review, it is still definately worth watching... Actually, it still worth spending RM12 to the cinema.

Durian MADNESS!!!

2009-06-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

As the Durian season reached it's high peak, Eating durian may be a norm for ALL Malaysian. Whether you are any race, Durian may Unite us all.

I overheard the news one day. It was a heart-pounding moment in the Parlimen, as rivals started stabbing at each other using quick words and offensive language. But right after that debate, there is a BIG Feast cortosy of the Jabatan Pertanian or something. At that moment, everyone is happily digged into the delicious taste of the Durian, Manggosteen (4got the spelling), Rambutan, Jackfruit and so on... They were eating and laughing together... As if they have totally forgotten the incident in the Parliment.

One day in the pasar though, "Durian-mongers" were selling durian all over the place, and it is crowded with civilians. Some people like to "Dabao", others want to eat live and laughing together. Me and my family also join in the crowd as we eat it like we are in a Durian Buffet!!!

But this is the hidden truth behind durian... DO you know the durian contain 27.09 calories per 100g? That is like... VERY FATTENING!!! So when you buy a 1 kg durian... You are eating 270 Calories... That is eating more than 1 normal Chocolate Bar.

Anyway, yesterday my Aunt bought a BIG sack of Durian... And my family ate it right after lunch. 4 pax finished the whole sack within 1 hour. Right now I don't dare to stand on the scale... T_T

But Hey!!! You only eat durian once a year in Malaysia... And I won't be eating it for the next 3 years, since I'm going to UK... T_T NO MORE DURIAN!!!

Over-reaction towards Excessive Weight~

2009-06-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since I blog. But now, I need to talk about serius issues... MY serius issues.

Everyone knows that I'm suffering from Obesity. And this afternoon, I started thinking back some of my coursemates, even my frenz harsh critics towards my weight.

I remember back once during Sedim camping trip. We are about to cross the world highest Canopy walk in Kedah... And then, the issue came in... The instructor made a slight joke about the weight it can handle, and suddenly all eyes on ME!!!

I treated it as a joke... But as time goes by, the joke became FOR REAL to (what I observe) most of my coursemate.

When we are about to get onto the walk, many of them walk further and further away from me. It is as if, when I'm there, the bridge is going to fall or something.

That's not just it. When the other group came closing in... They lust for photo... (We are in a trip rite?) Then all of a sudden, comes a voice... "Stay rite where you are... I'm not going to die because of you..."

I have forgive that person and have forgotten who the Hell is he/she that said it... But the phrase is still carve deeply into my mind.

I just have a phrase to say this... Open your eyes to the world!!! (Dammit). Is it only me who weight THIS MUCH? And is my a little excess of weight (FYI: I'm just over 25kg of an average man in Malaysia) going to crash down a bridge? I'm not a GIGANTIC TRUCK you know...

Recently, I also receive comment about my weight... (Especially on Facebook... Who ate Chilli, they felt the hot laa...) I took a few quiz that related about weight, just for a few laugh for myself... And all of a sudden, it became a HOT topic to debate in Facebook... One word... WTF (Actually it is 3 words, but you ave the idea...)

Come on now, do you think I don't know that I'm Obese? Do I seriusly deserve suc HARSH statement from you guys to tell me that I'm FAT? NO!!!

If you don't know, I am undergoing an intense exercise routine everyday, with a brand new diet plan for myself. Although I screw up for today, (Cause go lepak-ing with my old frenz...), the plan is going quite smoothly.

I suffer everyday going to the gym and cried out for pain, and sometimes coming back with tears cause after the work, I did not lose any weight.

But there is one thing you all should know... I'm working Extremely hard to escape the discrimination some of you have for me. So watch out... It may not show extreme results before I fly to UK, but I am proud that I have done my part, and I don't need you guys to judge me for who I am!

(Epilouge: I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feeling, but I'm just expressing mine. I'm a human too, so I just need you guys to know how I felt. That's all. And Thank you very much if you manage to read until the end. >_<)

PS: I'm hoping my frenz can give some comment on this piece of work... Cause it took me quite some time to write it... =P

I pass... And Going TO United Kingdom!!!

2009-06-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

Thank you so much God.

This morning, I just woke up and switched on my laptop. At first, i log on to Facebook. And I found some wierd signs from some of my friends

"I have pass..."

"We all are flying to UK..."

These seems weird as I replied them Is it real? Or just a hoax?

So I quickly open my mailbox... And there was the magical words... "Pass"... "UK"...

I'm Going Crazy!!! Already!!!

Exam time is close...

2009-05-05T17:34:00.000-07:00

Let's recap how many days left to my decisive exam to UK... Hmm...

12 days!!!

Aa.. And I have tons of activities coming out... Wooow.

I have 3 days of Camp Ibadat. (It's a camp for Muslim... And yet I'm an AJK... Weird huh?)

I have 3 more topic of Social Study havn't touch... (That is also the meaning of I have not yet study a lot in this subject...)

I still have to work out on my Shakespere-language. (Seriously... Merchant of Venice is soooooo Hard.)

Well.. wish me luck in my exam... Hopefully I can still pass....

ps: I won't be Blogging anymore... Until my exam is over... See ya in 20 days time!!!

"Not-So" Happy Birthday Ma...

2009-04-24T18:07:00.000-07:00

It is that time of the year again.... However this year, my mum seems to be having some not so happy moments and I would prefer to call it "One bad Birthday for her.

When I come back home from Jitra, it was 12 in the midnight. I called my mum... She picked me up. I made a mistake at this moment. I SHOULD have call my dad... That's Strike one fro Unhappiness... But also Foul 1 for happiness, cause I AM back to celebrate her Bday with her!!!

The next morning... She had to go to school. Teaching of course... (Hey it is just Firday). But it seems this is no ordinary Friday. The Headmistress held my mum up and booked her time until Late evening for a special Mathematic Workshop... It seems having an OT on your B-day makes that Strike 2

That's not all... Since it was her b-day, she recieved a B-day gift from Golden Screen Cinema, and thus, movie in he cinema is a perfect day. UNFORTUNATELY, my dad seems to lost track of time on his etra work. We promise to leave the house at 4. He came back at 4.30. That seriously impact a lot to my mum.

Have you read Roald Dahl's "Way Up to Heaven"? Well, unfortunately I have to undergo one of the scene where Mr. and Mrs. Foster Argue a lot about procrastination... Say duh to me... Neway, luckily after a while the fire between mum and dad subsidize... But the day is still young... And more to come.

After another Strike 3, we hit the cinema. A shocking scene happen. In that theatre, there was only 1 show which is NOT rated 18... Can you believe this? (Well there are others, but my mum do not like Malay, Japanese and Thai movies) I do not believe it... What the hell happen to our Malaysian Movie Rating system? Anyway, I got my bro coming with us... And I do not think "Confession of a Shopaholic" would be a family movie that OUR family like to watch (Mum is no Shopaholic, dad Detest Shopping... My bro do not like teen girl show... I, well let's just say I'm just following the majority =P)

Anyway, we manage to buy a ticket for tomorow on another good show... Knowing. Gonna watch it today and would be a Post-present for my mum from my bro.

So what did I gave for my ma? After a rough day, we scroll through Mid Valley, and I suddenly suggest something I never said before to my family: "Let's go to Manhattam Fish Market!!! I Belanja!!! Seriously..."

Well, that would be the only wonderful time for our family gathering... But the price issue... Hmm... Maybe I would have to eat bread for a couple of days but I may manage it. We enjoyed ourself at least... I mean, how can my family NOT enjoy a RM 100 meal?

I've done my part as a son for my mum. Well, this may be the first time I belanja this much for my family, and I most probably may not see them for the next 3 years... but at least the smile hanging on my mum's face that day is just priceless... (I seem to cry right now... Seriously) Maybe, I can still call this B-day a Happy one...

Happy Birthday Ma... I love you so much!!!

Cross Country... More like Cross Village... =P

2009-04-21T18:51:00.001-07:00

Merentas Desa... Direct translation would probably be Cross Village =P. After all those stress I have when the exam draw closer than ever, it's good to have a little run in the village area.

For the first time in my entire life... (^v^)v Like seriously, I join the race of 7 km around the village roas of Jitra. Wohoo!!!

Tell you what I experiance... I cross some big roads, small roads... Sandy roads... Muddy roads... A lot of shades.. And also somtimes it is bloody shiny!!! Bruning hot onto my body... There are some part where I struggle up the hill and enjoy pacing down the hill...

FYI, I never even tried running a cross coun try before... Because of my size... T_T My weight... T-T. But to my shock... I'm NOT the last arrive to the finish line. There are even about 50-70 contestants behind me... Wohoo!!

This is a wonderful acompishment for me... Yet... I felt extremely exhausted.

To celebrate my victory, I went to Pizza Hut... Wait... OH NO!!!! I think I gain back the weight I lost in the 7 km run!!! T_T Anyway, hope there would be a next time for me in this kind of race...

Peace out!!!

PS: FYI, 26 days to exam, and I still running some useless race...

Antique Bakery: Sooo.... Delicious!

2009-04-04T01:43:00.000-07:00

Having some free time, i kinda stumble across this Korean movie call Antique Bakery. It is an adaptation of one Japanese manga. After I watch this... I felt soo... DELICIOUS!!!

The story is about a very very RICH man who hated cakes since he was a kid. The irony is he want to open a cake house... With the reason of having many female customer coming. Did I also mention he has a very rough love life? Besides that, he also has a dark past that was lock within his heart for a long time...

Anyway, to open a bakery he needs a pattessiere (Mind the speling...) It's just so nice he met an old classmate of his, who once confess love to him. Now the MOST intresting part is... That classmate is a GUY!!! A GAY MAN!!!

The four handsome guy (Clockwise from the top left): The rich dude, The gay guy, The cool security guard, and the boxer.

That triggers a very.. VERY funny storyline... On how this two "exes" work together to build up this Antique Bakery. Did I mention that gay is one of the best in the world? However he got kicked out by many famous bakeries because that gay has a power to make a straight guy to a GAY guy... Talk about... EWW!!! Hence he causes some mishaps with the boss and everything.

Then they hired an ex-boxer who is fond of cakes and sweet pastery. After tasting the delicious cake, he wanted to be the gay dude's apprentice. The last member of the bakery, who was the rich man's cool bodyguard, join them too... Until his coolness goes away when the gay virus has infiltrated him... O_o

4 handsome men, one bakery shop... A wonderful combination of delicious cakes and pasteries... A damn lot of gayness... Not to forget about the misadventure and life triggering story... And also a lot of hilarious scene... A wonderful movie.

5 stars!!!

Warning! For the boys who love their straightness... Please don't watch... You might become a gay after this.

Jogging with the cows... O_o

2009-04-01T17:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah... You may call me lucky or just pure bad luck.

Yesterday, I went jogging (The main reason is to buy the bloody bus ticket)... On my way back to hostel... I saw a herd of cows crossing the road... And they are right in front of me. For like 2 metre's apart.

Of course... I kept my distance... To ensure my safety. At some point, a few older cows turn their head and stare at me... I was like... Stop on my tracks. If I continue jogging, the title for this blog may be "Chased by the cows" =P

Actually, it was an incredible experiance. I notice how the older cows treated the smaller cows. In that herd, the older cows stand in a circle, while the little cattle stays in the circle. It was a marvelous view I should say

At some point, one of the cow SHIT on the road. I was like... D**M. And the street crossing plot is even mind blowing. When the herd cross the road, the car stop for them. There was even one cow who one to KO the car. My jaw was open wide.

I don't know if these cow is under the care of some owner... Or a wild one... But this is just insane. This really is how nature assimulate with humans.

Earth Hour: One person is not enough...

2009-03-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

Walking back to my room from the dinner yesterday,
I notice the clock strikes 8.30.
I close my eyes... A bizare sight occured...
Darkness (To a certain extent... of course)

I see the young kids...
Running around from blocks to blocks...
They were the wardens chldren.
It is a funny sight, as I notice them running around...
Reaching out for the switches...
And darken the corridor.

Darkness falls...
As I enter my room, my roomates is in the dark.
Ready to go out while I switch on the fan.
"No.. We have to switch off everything during this one hour..."
That I knew... He had misunderstood the meaning of Earth Hour.

In my opinion, Earth Hour is just a symbol...
To see how many people hated global warming...
To enjoy the sensation of darkness...
To return one hour of nature back to the Earth

But what if... After this one hour...
You go back to your normal life.
When no one's around, the lights and fan are switched on...
When the afternoon shines so brightly but the light in your room is still on...

What is the point of that?
Do you really think you really against global warming?
Do you really done your part on saving the Earth?

One hour is not enough...
I am just one person...
We must continue on...
For our land...
For our nation..
For our next generation...
For EARTH!!!

The "EYE" for Traveling... MATTA Fair

2009-03-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

You all know I am a loyal servant to travelling... And the MATTA fair would be a paradise FOR ME!!!

That's right... MATTA Fair is now on in PWTC, Kuala Lumpur. It is the biggest event for those Malaysian who has something to do with Travelling as their hobby. ( (^o^)v ) Unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera there despite the famous event is on...

I would dare to say the crowd this year wasn't as big as the previous year... (Seriously... Last few years was a TOTAL Mayhem... Where human traffic is everywhere!) Maybe because of the Econimic Downfall... The people coming, according to my experiance, has dropped about 20% this year.

Despite the fact... I would still say the MATTA fair is still a big mayhem this year. The crowd there was unbelivable and there are promoters EVERYWHERE!!! I spotted a group of my high school friends there being the promoters in a travel Agent company.

MATTA fair as split itself to 2 parts: Domestic Travel and International Travel. This year, the Malaysian has done a fantastic job on creating a programme call "ZOOM Malaysia!" There we could see many booths and native state people promoting. I would not live this part... (Maybe cause I don't like Domestic Travel ) So let's move on to the International...

The International Department was given to 2 EXTREMELY LARGE Hall... Maybe cause too many people will be there. Many famous travelling company, such as MSL, Keris, Apple Travel etc are there... Say WOW to International Travel.

My mom (BTW, she is a travel maniac) booked a ticket to "Chang Ziang Shan Xia" (Long river Cruise) with my grandma. I, unfortunately, unable to go... T_T

Pretty shock of meeting my old friends there... They were promoting their company to the people. As a friend... (Unfortunately) I got "promoted" by them... Asking me to travel... Poor me... T_T (Nice to see you there Pei Voon, Jac, and Xiang Ling)

Besides that, LIVE concert and performance at the stage is also a huge event there... There are some band from Korea, Philipines are there to perform their gigs and rock the Exhibition!!! In Addition, some costume character from Dreamworld are giving joy to the young kids there...

MATTA fair is an EYE open place... GO there once in a while... There is still one day left on the remarkable 3 day event!!!

A sign of Relief...

2009-03-09T06:37:00.001-07:00

On the Wednesday where I have to pass up my HUGE assignment... I recieved a shocking news from home... My dad had stroke...

With the first impression, my heart suddenly sank into emptiness when I got the info from my brother. I really feel a sudden blank in my heart, and paused for quite a long time. My bro was crying on the other side... And I suddenly fell into a traumatized position.

Then, I went out to express... Expressing my rage... Sadness... Regret... All the things I do not appriciate in my past few days towards my dad. I quickly jog outside to release all this unwanted emotions... (Of course to buy the neccessary stuff for my assignment. The whole 1 hour and a half outside made me relax...

What makes it much more relaxing is the punishment of God towards my indespicable behaviour... After, I got the infofrom my mum that my dad is ok... I gave a sudden relief, yet still feel uneasy and worried... Soon after, I speak silently in my heart... "Oh God, I regret on my behaviour on not caring for my dad... Please let him be safe and punish me instead..."

I got my punishment alright... And it is a heavy downfall of water from the skies... I don't know this is the reaction of God towards my behaviour... Or merely BAD LUCK!!!

Anyhow, I rushed back hom on Thursday. In the Afternoon, I went to pick up my dad in the hospital. I did not cry since then. He is back to his old wacky dad I used to have... The doctor said it is a minor stroke, my dad manage to reverse the stroke by himself and back to his normal self. So a sign of relief hit me.

Although I told him not to work in the next few days... He just couldn't listen... That's my dad's attitude... But he had tried to cut down on the workload.

Thank you all frenz for giving me the support I need in the few days of worrying. Your concern is very much appriciated. Speaking of appriciation, I felt I need to put more concern to my dad and hope that I won't regret the next time if something bad happen...

The Greed for Knowledge

2009-03-02T18:43:00.000-08:00

I have opened another topic. The evil side of me. I call the new category <7>

Greed...

I just finished presented my literature on a novel I have studied, Lord of the Flies. I love that story and do a lot of research for myself. So many research, that even the experts in the internet, (like Spark Notes and BookRags) did not even state the issue out.

And today, I presented my findings in front of the class. Pn. Zarina, my lecturer find it interesting and describe my presentation as "Very unique... Something different but correct... Very good"

I was happy... At the same time, I notice my classmates starts to copy my slides. Then I have to say an evil side of me emerge in my body.

I felt I am stupid... No, EXTREMELY STUPID on presenting my own creation to the class. Now that they have my points, I felt that they would most probably use my point in the exam or something.

I know this is wrong, but I truly got the feeling of regret, and a bit of hatred towards the others that got my unique point. It has become not unique anymore if I use it in my essay in exam, as all the others will use my point as well.

This is a very ad attitude of me, but at least i keep to myself and not saying it out. But then again, having to comit the sin Greed for Knowledge... I truly am... I want to become one of those unique people with wonderful ideas. The Greed has increwasing inside me, and I felt it is hard to control if this goes on.

Do I make the right decision on presenting? I don't know... but I shall see the result sooner in the exam. I really hope this is the suicidal move I made that may cost me to fail in the exam. I'm afraid...

RAIN!!! Finally...

2009-02-28T18:13:00.000-08:00

If someone ask... What is the most stupidest thing you have done recently... I would plainly answer them... "Jogging in heavy rain."

It's been one and a half month the state of Jitra has not having any rain. Nevertheless, yesterday, I heard the wonderful sound of tunderstorm.

It was a heavy rain... But when it went small at 4.45, don't know what hit me but I suddenly change into my sportswear... and went jogging on the road.

The rain gets even heavier as I jog... But... I felt happy. I felt COMPLETELY DEStressed!!! The stress from the 4 FREAKING LONG ASSIGNMENT is gone. The rain cool me down, while my body warm up at the same time.

I met a few of my juniors alongthe way, ad they must think I'm crazy... Actually... I AM CRAZY at that moment... So, this is what CRAZY PEOPLE DO!!! WAHAHAHAHHA...

A taste of school...

2009-02-24T18:20:00.000-08:00

As I'm going to become an English teacher... (Though my English is still a big pain) I have been put into School Experiance for 2 weeks. This SE programme really made me become more mature... And more Teacherly... (You can't stop thinking when students call you teacher... Or sir...)

Nevertheless, I have my fun time here, and I tried entring classes befor. FYI, the school here is labeled as... "Thoses students who are not able to go to other schools in the area of Kubang Pasu were forced to study here..."

I had a bad feeling at the first day, yet, to my suprise, the students were VERY friendly... No kidding. I had yet to see any students in my life that close to teachers. Sure their English profficiency was EXTREMELY HORRIBLE, but they were at least more polite than my old school!!!

Funny thing is... The teachers here is still the smae old same old... (Like complaining about some facilities... Sports Day problem... etc) Neverhteless, they were friendly and entertain us all the way in the 2 weeks. I felt the caring I recieved these 2 days were extremely overwhelming.

After this experiance, I am more sure of myself, I can do this... Sure, there certainly be some downside in every turns, but this is the road taken by me... And I don't regret it...

Neoclassical genre: My current fav!!!

2009-02-09T16:42:00.000-08:00

I've been scrolling down the net for some new songs. Then I found one artist: Kanon Wakeshima.

OK... Go on call me anime FREAK!!! But I can't stop watching it... Anyway, I check the type of song she sings... It's Neoclassical.

What is it? A new term for me. It contains some elements of darkness... However, it is not like those in Black Metal. Instead, it is classical. The combination of Darkness and Classical Music. Mostly involve Cello and Violin.

It is important for this type of music to create an eerie feeling when you listen to it. Your hair really stand at it's end, yet it is a wonderful melody to be heard.

Kanon Wakeshima is one of those artist that perform Neoclassical music. Although in Japanese, but her effects towards listener (me) is huge!!!

If you have time, find her song Still Doll, and Sunna no Oshiro. Give a taste for the wierd kind of music... You'll find it... Disturbing yet intresting!!!

Shoes vs. Leaders of the world...

2009-02-03T18:02:00.000-08:00

Now the worlds top leader has a new enemy... SHOES!!!

Case 1:
Previously, we saw an awesome display of drama, action, in a "movie" call . We can see that during Bush'es speech, he was given a "tasty treat"... A Shoe in the FacE!!!

After this incident, there was a memorial in Iraq, where a shoe sculpture is made to remember the "Brilliant Chef" who prepare this wonderful delicacy to the ex US president...

Case 2:
Today, I notice another rip-off movie that change the character in the previous movie called

Being the "Second strongest country in the world", China's PM visit UK for a speech... Only to be found a protestor throwing shoe at him...

Unlike the previous movie, this one is a complete irony... The security guard kicked the protestor out. Then Wen Jia Bao siad... "This despicable behaviour cannot stand in the way of friendship between China and the UK"

After the this sentence, the whole auditarium stood up and applaud for him!!!

Irony is it?

So what's up with Leaders and Shoe? Who knows?
Maybe Malaysia will have this fate too!!! When will the time comes...

Celebrate and NO Work PLZ!

2009-01-24T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hello Brand new year!!! For the Chinese callender of course...

What I want for this CNY?

1. No Homework for 5 days... =P

2. Get tons of ANGPAU!!!

3. Eat a lot of DELICIOUS Biscuits!!! (Hopefully not too much till get fatter!!!)

4. Get MORE Angpau!!!

5. Celebrate CNY w. My Friends... (Probably my last...T_T)

6. Did I say I want MORE angpau?... (-_-lll)

7. Mandrin Oranges.... (Drooling...)

8. More Angpau... Oh yeah, I've mentioned it already right?

Anyway... To all Chinese out there... And my beloved friends... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

MY 2009 resolution for the new year...

2008-12-30T08:34:00.000-08:00

I wish you very late christmas... And a brand new year!!!

Yup... My funny bones start to tickled a LOT. But time to get serious... Talking serious things... My new year resolution... 2009 edition...

Top 10 Resolution in 2009...

10. Cry while saying goodye to my best friends that are going to other countries... (And prepare lots of tissue... I MEAN LOTS OF IT!!!)

9. Prepare to cry with my family when I'm ready to UK... (I'm crying already before I even start my exam!!!)

8. See lecturers more often... (And try NOT to bribe them... =P Juz kiddin)

7. Finish all of my assignment.. (Like that is NOT going to happen)

6. Exercise.... Like jogging and cycling in IPDA gym... (Try to do my best you know..."Normally I'll give up though...")

5. Start studying... (Or die trying... NOT to... Hehehehe!!!)

4. Control my emotions... (Not Crying OF COURSE!!!)

3. Stop watching anime... 3 MONTHS before the exam... And watch TONS OF IT After the exam (Hehehe... Somethings will never change...)

2. Diet... CHOTTOMATE!!! DIET?!!! (This is going to be tough...)

1. And my No. 1 Resolution is... PASS THE FREAKING PORTSMOUTH EXAM!!!! (No pass... No UK-ing...T_T)

Haa... So much things to do... So little time. One year is fast, you wouldn't know when it will end, and I might start posting the 2010 resolution already!!!

Trip 3: China Part 1: Beijing at the Begining

2008-12-21T21:28:00.000-08:00

Hi hI Guys... Guess what? I'm back from my wonderful... And extremely cold holiday from Beijing China.

Haha... Now How about that? Impression in Beijing... Dusty... And EXTREELY COLD!!! I finally experianced -20 degree Celsius!!!

Day 1: Arrived at the Oriental City

After Traveling for 5 hours and 45 min. We finally arrive at Beijing. Wohoo... And also , it is pretty rare for me to join a tour... Cause normally, my mum want to travel on our own.

Anyway, we arrived pretty late... So Our tour Guide, Xiao Cui, take us to experiance a delicacy... Known as Jiao Zi... Or Chinese Dumpling. And I was pretty shock about the dumpling in China is way much different from Malaysia... Here we put pork and carrot inside...

Here, they put all sorts of material inside... Such as eggs and vege... Different type of vege... Pork and vege... Egg and onion... Supremely many... And they use vinegar for tasting.

Here's a pic where the workers making dumplings...

Next we witness some stunt show... Even perform by little kids as small as 5 y. o.!!!

Day 2: Travel back to Ancient China

After a heavy Buffet Breakfast, I head off to the first destination... The Forbidden City. And boy... IT IS RIDICULOUSLY BIG!!! Xiao Cui explain the history of it by introducing the many rooms for the king...

First... Let's see the gate to the Forbidden City...
Gate 1: Now it is known as the Tien An Men Square... Before this... This gate is actually seperate the peasants from the Noble... No Peasant can pass his gates.
Now behind it is Gate 2: This gate seperates normal Noble family from the Kings. Only the governer who must attend the morning assembly can pass this gate. And also if there is a big festival...

Now here is this large area behind me is the only place where any festival / big anouncements that involve with the Emperor is held. You always see this in some Chinese movies right. Hehe... Well I been there alright.

Besides the gate, we are not allowed to enter the royal throne and bedroom, cause they are been protected from tourist from accidentally vandalizing them. We only can see it in a distance. This part sucks...

More to come... Keep on watch!!!

Trip 2: Cameron Highland

2008-12-12T08:21:00.001-08:00

Yo guys... My second trip for this holiday season... And my destinaton? Cemron Highlands!!! Located right in the Titiwangsa mountain area, easy to find... Just of the main highway. Just follow the roadsign.

Day 1: The arrival
When we arrive, nothing much were done, except buying and eating vege in our hotel... Equitorial by the way.

Day 2: Flower sensation.
Due to my love of nature, (or at least I think I am), I am able to convince my mum to stop at Rose Valley: A garden (which you have to pay RM 4 to go in) where you can see tons of roses, flowers and cactus. It is simply amazing whe you see this rose. I love it!!! Check it out!!!

Beautiful huh? What you see is dofferent type of rose... Including a Black rose. Very pretty!!!

Then we off to a bee farm... Where we can see some exhibition and a bee box... about 20 cm from me... Which contain live bees!!!
Cool huh? Then we buy MORE vege at Kea farm. What made me suprise is... The corn bought at cameron is simply DELICIOUS!!!! So sweet until you can eat it RAW!!! Seriously I ate 3 corns raw. And I still miss the taste...

Day 3: Give some Umph for tea...

English tea to be exact... Travel through some of the narrowest and windiest sreets in Cameron, we reach to a Boh tea factory. Before that, I'm exicted with the view of the tea plantation and the workers...

Really marvelous... However, the other even more marvelous thing is the factory. Yup... The old tea factory is still running in good pace. And the place for tourist has been renovate onto a top-notch condition.

Nevertheless, I have my fun there in Cameron. Most of the time is enjoying the cool breeze there. Beside theplaces I mentioned, I think there is no more place to visit though. Anyway, it's good to feel the chill for a while and eat lots of veges until you keep on poo-ing.

So I give this place a 6 out of 10 stars!!!

Batman movies: Part 1 Legacy

2008-12-03T03:43:00.000-08:00

"I'm gonna solve the most remarkable riddle.
Who is... Batman?"
Quoted from The Ridler (Jim Carrey) in Batman Forever.

As one of the DIE HARD FANS of the Mask Crusader, Batman was indeed one of my favorite movies since I was a kid. Till now, I'm still in love with Batman movies. So today I started to wiki-fied the film acrooss the years... From 1989 till 2008. The Batman I love...

1. Batman (1989): The start of the Legacy

The 1st Batman starred by an old actor, Micheal Keaton, was a big bang towards the nation.

As the first villain in the film, Joker (which is a mirror of me =P), starred by one of my favorite actor at that time, Jack Nicholson. It is pretty good but I was told by Wiki it is one of the best at that time.

2. Batman Return (1992): The Rise of the Legacy

Batman Returns return once again in the big screen when I was 2 y.o.

Again, Micheal Keaton take the role, along with his romantic lover / villain Catwomen, Michelle Pfeiffer in a love hate relationship.

But 1 is not enough, as Danny deVito, once a big star by that time take the role of Penguin. The Umbrella psycho short dude, was well portrayed by him. I have to admit it, sometimes, old school rocks too.

Moreover, the film will not be a success without this guy. Max Schreck is a corrupted buisnessman that accidentally create Catwoman. This guy is starred by Christopher Walken. Don't know him? This may refresh your memory.
Yup... The gay duo in Hairspray feat. John Travolta as the "she" =P And speaking of Hairspray...Check out Michelle Pfeiffer and Christopher Walken together again in Hairspray... Ha... Can you believe that the old Catwoman and his boss reunited in this pretty recent film?

Anyway, Batman Returns hits the Jackpot in that year... But not as popular as this one...

3. Batman Forever ( 1995): The Golden Age
Oh Yeah. This is one of Batman's golden age, as Micheal Keaton retired... Val Kilmer replaced his place as Batman. That's not all... The damsel in distress is played by a HOT superstar... Nicole Kidman. With a brand new Sidekick... Robin, by Chris o' Donnell...

Down to the villain... Since Batman is sooo God Damn Popular at that time... More and More Famous actor want to be in the show. Such as Tommy Lee Jones... Ha, the old Harvey Two Face still remains as one of my favorite outfit.

Not far away, one of my Favorite comedian of all times... Jim Carrey as one of the (supposingly) twisted villain, The Ridler. Can you believe it, MANY of my favorite happens to be in one of my favorite show!!!

Anyhow, this is the making of a new type of Batman Franchise... THe comedy franchise, and this film is suppose to be the peak in 1995. Actually... Comedy, does not fit the comic... Batman, and ended a big downfall later...

For the continuation of the Batman Film History, wait for me to Blog on Batman Movies: Part 2: The Downfall... Coming soon...

First World Politics...

2008-12-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

It seems strange someone like mua talk about politics. But seriously, I have an opinion that cross through my mind for a sec.

As we all know, Malaysia is heading towards a new First World country era. 2020? Well, we can say we are 1st world by then, but REALITY CHECK PEOPLE!!!

We move to an example from a real first world country. Now, the whole new president of the United States... Barrack Obama.

In his quest to become president, he fought strong rivals, such as Hilarry Clinton and John Mc. Cain. Well, this is one thing I'm gonna highlight.

After he won, we can see the losing one, (Mc. Cain and Clinton) congratulate him. Without any grudge... At least in front of the public.

In Malaysia,... Ho no..... After the opposing party beat the goverment in the Election, what do they do? They will be EXTRA carefull on anything the winning party does. And through a HUGE MICROPHONE and expose it to the public... Hoping that next time, they will vote for them. Hmm... Food for thought huh?

Another example is when Obama chosing his Senate. As everyone knows, he chosen Hilary as the Secretary. May I refresh your mind that Hilary was beaten by Obama as the representative of the Democrats... And yet, Obama acknowledge her abilities, and choose her in an important post.

Anothe action that made me impress is, he even choose a Republican member as a Senate. Think about it... You choose an opposing party member to hold a position to lead your country. We can see he believes in that particular Republicans potential and let him have the post. We can see, he is doing for the sake of his country, and not for the sake of his party...

Let's see the situation in Malaysia... Hmm... When an opponent is found threaten to the Party's president position, what do they do? Ah... Good answer.... They kick them out from the party. (Remember MIC? There are many more cases, but I'm too lazy to put in.) They don't even bother acknowledge them and give them a strong post in the place...

And how about the opposing party? Haha... They don't even think about that. Have you know any opposing party holding even a small role in the cabnet... I think not.

Well, 2020? We can declare orself as 1st world country by then, but reality? Think again...

Bio Meat: An issue reminder...

2008-11-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

Alrite guys... Recently, I bump into one manga which totally drags me into addiction... It is Science Fiction Manga, and it may protray something like that happn in the future. It entitled: Bio-Meat

It covers 2 (Actually 3) of the important issues and crisis we are facing today...

1. Rubish in the world...
We all know the wide spread use of plastic and hard-to recyle product has always been an issue to us. The compound within is far byond any micro-organism's reach to devour it. Hence, we create rubish everyday and it keeps on coming...

2. Livestock Shortage
Now to another issue in the world... The shortage of Livestock. We heard news that one day, our live stocks... Cows, Chicken, pigs... They WILL be gone in matter of years. If they can't reproduce as fast as we EAT!!! Hehehe...

To the Sci Fi part.. Bio-Meat.
In a future not so far from now, these hot issue has been worsen. To curb these issue, The Japanese goverment created one of the most awesome creation the world has ever seen. Bio-Meat

Using Genetic Engineering, The Japanese Scientist (who have foolishly call themselves God) created another Living Organism, call Bio-Meat. This creature, has the ability to devour anything tha throws to them, except for Metal and Glass. That means, plastics has become their food, and there's no more crisis for the case: Rubish is unable to go back to nature.

Besides, that, Bio-Meat act themselves as a Brand New Livestock. These Bio-Meat has the ability to reproduce themselves by dividing, like Amoebas. Moreover, shape like a turtle, it can be eaten. Thanks again to Science, artificial flavouring came to place... Making the store to sell something like this: "Bio-Meat - Cow Flavour". According to the manga, the taste is almost similar to an original cow. Plus, due to it's nature of reproducing themselves in a rapid pace, it became EXTREMELY CHEAP.

HOWEVER, due to it's ability, the goverment, secure them and put's them in a giant, farm, to breed and secure Bio-Meat from gettinfg into public... So no one can see it's true nature.

Here's the fun part:
There is an accident occurs in one of the Bio-Meat Farms... And these Bio-Meat break loose. That is when all Hell break lose. Due to it's ability to eat, they can eat ANYTHING except metal and Glass... When I say ANYTHING... You know what I mean... HUmans too!!!

And due to it's nature to reproduce by mitosis, it is hard to put them back in control... Do they?

After I read this manga, it let me realize another issue... Genetic Engineering.

Some people who claim themselves as God of the human world (aka Scientist) has tried everything they can to put themselves at a comfrotable life. Not knowing that God is watching. Eveything that you do, will always be watched by God... No matter what religion. And try to be God yourself, will only mean... Genecide.

This Sci-Fi opens my eyes to the horrile of Genetic Engineering and Bio-tech... A very good manga I may recomend to all. About the possible future... We might be facing.

Blog + Mum = Disaster...

2008-11-25T02:43:00.000-08:00

Someone please tell me I'm dreaming right now... Yesterday, my mum questioned me about what I normally do in blogspot.com... Well, I answered her the usual thing... But that changes everything!!!

My mum asked whether she can read it. Well of course I have to say yes... But that causes the disaster...

Let me ask you guys, you know my blogging style... Very Malaysian and pretty harsh sometimes. That is what I recieved the "Divine Angriness" from my mum.

She strongly comented (more like scolded) the usage of my words... You know... Those words such as "piss off", "F***ing", "A**hole". But I DO put up the "*" to censored the word right?

But sadly, she couldn't accept it and give me some of the longest lecture... Pity huh?

But hey... That's the fate wen your mum is a teacher...

Sorry ma... But I believe blog is suppose for one people to express your own feelings. The place where we can share our thoughts and opinions to others. The usage of those words are just my expression.

Well, I just hope no more lecture after this post is in... >_<

The Art of Laziness...

2008-11-24T01:43:00.001-08:00

Uhm... DUH?!!! When holiday is here, Laziness is here. And I should say, it keeps up coming and affected me these days. So how do we know THIS is call Laziness?

1. Sleeping...

Well, Sleeping is one of the vital signs of Laziness, especially when you're DYING to want for an afternoon nap. I just have mine, and for today, I felt I'm like a horse shot down by a hunter. I can't be woken up by anything... I MEAN ANYTHING!!! First, my bro tried to wake me... I onlyopenned my eyes, but no movement... Next my dad give me some of his... ... Sadly... Still lying there like a dead body. Pitiful huh?

2. Exercise...

Don't tell me again. Everytime, I set a target, normally, I fail to do it. The Exercise Programme this holiday seems to be another of my FAILED projects. It's really REALLY HARD to get rid of the Big lump in the front. Still, since diet is a futile action for me (Go Figure...), I'm trying to exercise... =P So, "EPIC FAIL" - quoted from my good web freind, Notso.

3. Study...

OK, you may call me a primary school student but... I dun wanna study!!! I wanna play!!! T_T
Just a thoguht ful reminder, tons of stuff studied through out my course, and still, I havn't touch a single book ever since I'm back. Hehe... (Beethoven music starts...) I'm so dead.

4. Other Intresting arts of Lazy...

This is inspired by a friend of mine. He created a lots of creative art when we are together... Let me show you some... "Aiya... Too lazy to walk... Too lazy to Eat... Too lazy to watch that movie... Too lazy to sleep..." Hem Hem... I'll just skip this one if you know what I mean...

In conclusion, The wonderful Art of Laziness is even more popular, than those Art by Picasso and Da Vinci, CAUSE Everyone's doing it EVERYDAY!!!=P

Destination 1: Langkawi

2008-11-20T21:36:00.000-08:00

Hi hi guys. Listen up, I'm back from the land of legends: Langkawi Island. And I tell you, the place changes damn lot since I last came.

Day 1: Berjaya Hotel Exploration
Uppon arriving the hotel, my mum has enter some sort of Photo camp with her students, hence, she led us to goto some unbelivable places I had never thought of. I did not expect I can find such wonderful nature around an area like this... This is some of MY pictures...

I did not expect to see such beautiful things of nature there...

Day 2: The top of the world (Actually in Langkawi...(-_-lll))
As we travel to one of the latest attraction in Langkawi, the Cable car, we enjoy ourselves with spectacular views...

Beautiful isn't it? I wish I can stay there longer...

Day 3: Round the Island...

Afer climbing the exausting 7 Wells...

We embark around the island. Visited some beaches, Perdana Galerry, and also the Eagle Square...

Day 4: A (Not so) Underwater Experiance...

Why I say that? I meant it Literally!!!

See what I mean? How come penguins are categorized as Underwate creature? Haha... But seriously, I LOVE IT!!! You guys know how crazy I am to something soooooo... CUTE!!! Anyway, it is still extremely great...

In conclusion, this Langkawi trip really tell me that Malaysia REALLY Boleh... No sarcasm here...=P

Losing something important in my life...

2008-11-15T22:11:00.000-08:00

I really don't know how this happens... We were freinds just minutes ago, because of my mistake... Because of twon sentences... I'm feeling I'm losing him forever. (Please tell me that doesn't sound gay)

I kept telling myself. It is just 2 sentence in the internet... And 3 years of freindship in the net just go haywired. He helped me last few times. And then, he dissapeared for a long time.

That is the time when I keep tracking him down. Finally, I found out he had an accident in his place and was coma for 2-3 months. Shocking.

Anyway, I had try my best to play my part as a friend to console him and everything. We are good pals after that.... Internet pals that is...

But why should this friendship ended in just 2 sentence away. Apology not accepted is the answer I got from him.

This really is a sad thing, but I really hope I can make up with him soon... For the sake of our freindship... For the sake of Not losing someone important in my life...

Spoilers!!! I hate them soooooooo much!!!

2008-11-10T16:23:00.000-08:00

I just wanna express myself HOW MUCH I hate spoilers... I had always never like those trailers in front... Cause most of them had change from trailers... to spoilers...

Now, I even more pissed when I watched . There were 2 kind of people I sit with when I watch tha show...

Type 1: The one who keep asking question...

All a guy wanted is to watch a show peacefully... How the hell can one people keep yapping in the side asking useless question... Well to this kind of people, listen up!!! Shut up!!! If a person keep talking and talking EVERY SECOND, the mood really spoiled!!! I truly hate watching movies with this kind of people!!!

Type 2: The one who watch sit beside and telling the person about what will happen next.

I'm seriously piss with this kind of people. You know, we keep seeing who will die i this movie. One sucker keep saying..."Oh, this one die... That one at last also dead..." Well listen pal... Keep your MOUTH SHUT!!! What is the point watching movie when you know what is going to happen!!! If yu want to watch again, then watch your self... Or keep your F***ing mouth shut!"!

In conclusion, never EVER watch movie with this kind of people. I really really want to staple their mouth. If they want to talk so much, talk somewhere else... And stop being an A***hole!!!

PS: I'm sorry if I hurt someones feeling, but this is my true feeling inside...

Last week...

2008-11-08T04:59:00.000-08:00

The last week in the run-down school should be fun... Unfortunately NOT FOR ME!!!

I have problems with the moving of my stuff to the new hostel...(Yeah, I'm moving to a better place in the run-down town..) However, the lorry moving date is yesterday, which is why it is making me panick. I am currently in my sweet home... Don't wanna go back...

Anyway, I'm still pondering on how o deal with my double table in my old hostel. Since I'm moving in by van,... (Hopefully not) I don't think it can fit in... Unless I removed it parts by parts. In addition, I have a towel rack too... This would be a big mess if those cannot fit in...

Tell you what, my mum tell me don't worry too much and stick to the plan... But how can I not worry? I mean, all this moving things seems to be too much for me. However, on second thought, if I can't move this in my home country, what will happen then if I go to UK? That will be another BIG problem.

Anyway, I just cross my fingers hopefully...(Playing Gakutsuou ED) Nothing can go wrong...

White Dust - A true story...

2008-11-07T00:20:00.000-08:00

I came back home and I got this terrible news from my family... I know this may sound rude, but these words really fit the context... WTF happened to the society?

Keep on listening to this REAL LIFE STORY that happened...

It happened in one school. Actually is my old school. A girl was in the washroom. She played with the water and sprayed everyone that enters. Her own clothes was soaking wet. While she kept spraying everyone.

School authority entered and catch her. after she calms down, her friend told the school that she was actually taking drugs. There were evidence in the school compound stated that she intentionally brought some and smelled some white powder stuff. The remains was still noticible at one part of the school.

One teacher stood up and said: Hand her over the cops. They should recieved what she should deserved.

The others remained quiet. Even the principal too. One other teacher start to speak: She's just a kid... Give her one more chance. Then, there were a few voices starting to agree with the second teacher.

The student grab the first teacher hand... Let me off... Don't tell my parents... Please I beg you... Don't ever hand me to the cops. That teacher, sees herself was outnumbered, finally gave up.

The ending was unknown. But still yet to see...

In ths true story, there were 3 groups of people. One that is the one that SHOULD responsible for their action... One that dares to voiced out, but overrulled by the majority... and One, who supposed to teach good things to their children, defended the poor thing... Is that really what a teacher should do? Wasn't teacher supposed to give their student a lesson?

I don't know laa... Really crack my head... I heard and experiance a lot of shit in my life... But this is the shittest of them all...

Free and Bored.

2008-11-03T18:56:00.000-08:00

This might sound nuts... Let me give you a situation:

If you have finished all your assignemts and everything in the semester, what are you going to do for the rest of the sem?

My answer is... HAVE FUN!!! You know... Watching series... Movies and everything... Even play my PC game... GTA. Damn... This is the life.

Or is it?

Recently I felt extremely bored with all this stuff. And I felt extremely boring. Wierd huh? I'm doing all my favorite stuff... And I still feel bored. Haha... I want to laugh at myself...

Even kopi o' fee goes up... =P

2008-10-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

Oil price hike. Food Price climb... Even kopi o' goes UP!!!

I am serious guys. I happen to be in a situation like this.

Anyway, when I and my mother was strolling at the morning market. I err... went to the pirated VCD stall by the roadside. I went picking some of the coolest show of the season (Including Eagle Eye, Bangkok Dangrous) and I was ready to pay. To my horror...

One DVD is RM8!!!

I ask the vendor why. Last time I bought is RM 6. Now the increase of RM2 seems to be extreme. Well this is his reply...

"Aiya, I have to... The license fee in this area gone up. We have to give RM1000 to them in order to start our buisness."

May I translate some of terms in this sentence:

License fee: Kopi o' money.
Them: The big shot that catch that protect the city.

I was pretty shock at this reply. Nevertheless, I notice there were actually about 3 stalls selling pirated DVD in the market.

Think about it. If a stall in this particular morning market give kopi o' money of RM 1000 to theese big shots, think about how much they earn through this. Don't forget, there were those who selling in Night market too...

Aiyo... Welcome to Malaysia Ladies and Gentleman... Where the price of everything goes up... I MEAN EVERYTHING!!! =P

I'm back... From Total Anialation

2008-10-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hi hi guys... Anyway, I'm just back from a national level choir competition, and I suffer total defeat. This is the story...

4 days before the competition, I was called that me and my friends were chosen to represent Kedah for this competition... Yes you hear me... 4 DAYS!!! Before the competition.

Time is not only the factor I'm lost. When we reach to the training spot, I found out that I am SINGING With Old ladies... Who had some broken voice. It is true we have a couple of Supranoes, but MAN HELL!!!

Most importantly, due to the old ladies, they can't produce any high quality voice. However, we thought we can match up with their song. However, they keep deleting the ,oves and grooves we had come up. At last, we done based on our pitching and eveness...

Thum Thum Thum!!!

The day of a Mock Presentation... I am absolutely Jaw OPENED!!! Almost... I mean ALMOST!!! every other teams from other states were singing like OPERA!!! And we are singing like hell...

We not just lose... We are in TOTAL defeat!!! However, it is an intresting experiance listening to the other groups... However, I won't enter this type of competition again, unless I know I'm in the "right" team!!!

Faster than Jackie Chan...

2008-10-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

I believe many have watch Jackie's Rush Hour rite... Then presenting the new character in Rush Hour... Bjay Ang.

The evil HEP is about to take over (my) world. I must reach their evil base (IPDA) before they launch their diabolical plan at 0800 Sunday morning. (Recording me as Late).

I quickly held down the Thorn Wings (Durian Burung), my ride to IPDA at 2330 the night before. However, my Thorn Wings is stuck due to some long explosion... (Actually it is just traffic jam). After a very long wait... My ride arrived... (It is 0145)

I quickly call my driver to hit the Nitros and avoid the civilian. I was enjoying the ride as he dashed right through some dimm spot and avoid some unneccesary crash.

But I underestimate the power of time. After a rough ride, I reach my base in Jitra to equip my self with weapons. That was actually 0720. 40 minute to destruction.

I walked into the shower room to disguise myself (put on my clothes). After that, equip with various weapons in my bag, and set off to IPDA. It was 0740.

It was a bit bad to have some of IPDA's suboordinates to betray me. My spy in IPDA was driving the White Bus and pick me up. At last, I make it on time to stop the plan...

Very rush indeed, except to some fiction in my passage, it is really really RUSH like Hell!!!

Happy Raya Everyone!!!

2008-09-30T22:45:00.000-07:00

Yo... Wassup Boys and Gals ...

A big wish to you all have a happy Merry Raya... To the Muslims. Forgive me if I have done anything wrong this year... ( I think I did gua...) Anyway, Have a pleasant Raya and don't gorget my Kuih Raya!!!

Peace! (n_n)v

Malaysian: A side I'm not Proud of...

2008-09-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

...nor do I wanted to know about it. Many Foriegn people say Malaysian is very kind, friendly and wanted to help people...

They are dead wrong.

Let me reveal some of the cases I have recently experiance or heard over the past few days.

Case 1: Long story, no solution... (Story of Mr. X)

Mr. X is always doing a lot of side jobs beside his main. He likes to be refree of some games and stuff.

One day, he wanted to attend a competition at the other country. Although he is not invited to be refree, he still insist on going there. He said, he'll pay the flight fee himself. But he is using the company's name to go there (Since the company can buy cheaper air tickets.)

After the competition, the company tries to get back the money. But, let me reveal one of the famous technique use by Mr. X - Excuses.

He gave a long winded excuse... And now, it has been 3 months since the competition, yet more stories kept giving out from his mouth...

Case 2 - I want my $$$.

I just heard this case from the news this morning. It happened in Ipoh, whereby an SMS keep circling around the Malay folks in Ipoh. The chain SMS stated somethinglike this...

"Since Raya is coming, the minister of Perak is giving away free green packets worth RM 50 at (Forgotten where it is)... "

At the stated time, over 500 people are waiting in front of the mentioned place, waiting to get their RM50 Angpau... in green.

It is after that revealed that the SMS is a stupid Prank done by some stupid people in the society. It is completely not true.

Upon hearing that, many have left... (Of course laa...) However... Over 200 people REFUSED to go back. They say they won't leave unless they get their Angpau...

At last, under pressure, the Minister of Perak gave all 200 of the a RM 20 Angpau, as a "treat..."

OK... What can we learn from Malaysian through this true story.

3 things:
Prankster - The one who sent the fake message...
Greedy... - The 500 people
Super hyperbolically Greedy AND stubborn... - The 200 assholes who does not want to leave.

Case 3 - I don't understand the meaning of Q-ing...

Like I said in the last post, I went to Sunway Lagoon... And Boy I see a damn lot of malaysians...

I was Q-ing up for a water slide... (You know, one sit on the tube and slide down and splash?) Yeah that one. After every round, we must return the tube and re-q if you want to sit it one more time.

Of course, the ONLY fun thing in the Water Park is THIS!!! So , there is no doubt that is a heck of a long Q...

Anyway, when we Q up. 4 fellow (Most probably recognize each other) slide down. Upon returning the tube... They just hop over and run back up the Stairs...

The Life guard blow his wistle of course... But those 4 ignore it. At last, the life guard Spring into action, by climbing up the long stairway to catch those bastards and call them to get back in line.

A great experiance... Yet, I am afraid to call myself a malaysian at that moment. There is even some one hich the Life guard did not notice, successfully ran back up the stairs and slide down again...

Aiyayayayayayayayaayayayayayayaya....... Why is this happening? Yet I would say one thing... I won't say I'm proud to be a Malaysian... I would say I am proud of myself... I'm not a TYPICAL Malaysia... =P

Sunway: NO Sun... No Way I'm going again...

2008-09-29T06:22:00.000-07:00

A trip that brings back old memories... can be the worst trip you'll ever get.

Seriously, Sunway Lagoon, although it is being rated the no. 1 Theme park in Asia in 2007. It is not has indeed not yet reach the level of the world. TO me... It may be rated as... No. 100 theme park in the world?

Anyway, the rides there are still old school. It hasn't change much since I last went there... (I believe that was in my primary school) Not literally, but there have been new parks installed in it.

For one point... It is still GOD DAMNED EXPENSIVE!!! Furthermore, it is NOT worth it. Let me say this, for the old Theme Park...

The 2 Old Water and Dry park have combined, and they are still using the old rides. I mean, COME ON!!! When will the new rides come? Look at Genting... They keep increasing the number of REAL ACTION rides, (copied from other countries of course).

The Lagoon has definately did not get a chance to change their rides... And neither they plan to... The one's I sit in the 1900's is still exist till now. Now new rides.. No new fun... Game over guys.

But there is a bright side. AJ Hackett... The king of Extreme Sports in the other countries... has invaded Sunway Lagoon. FYI, AJ Hackett is the founder of the Bungy Jump industry and their ropes for the Bungy Jump is reknowned throughout the world.

Although there is NO Bungy Jump in Sunway, there is something really COOL and NEW!!! The G-FORCE is like a reverse Bungy whereby you are sitted in a ball cage and shoot straight up while spinning like a wild Ball...

However, the money is another issue... RM 50 for a Ride!!! This is extra money beside the entrnce fee. So, I can only sit and watch some Mat Salleh experiance the Thrill... T____T

Besides that, Sunway has more Parks tha ever, although they looked... Well... NOT MY TASTE!!!

The Scream Park was a Big Let down. I thought this new Cool park has amazingly new rides... However, it is just 3D movies, whereby you where 3D goggles and watch scary Movies popping out to scare you... Oh.. And a Prison Break Live! Nevetheless... $$$.. The fee of this is the same as going into the Theme Park... Therefore, (singing) Goodbye my lover... Goodbye my friend...

The wildlife park is a Tipu money one, the X treme Park is a place where you can play Expensive games, such as Paintball, Mini 4wDrive, Rock Climbing in a price of one... However, the situation there seems to be lacking... You have to see it to believe it. No professional's are safety there. Just a few young men sitting there... (Sleeping more like) and the tourist are free to roam around...

Warning!!! This is just a precaution... Unless you have not yet been to Sunway Lagoon, DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY!!!

-X Downloading... Access denied X-

2008-09-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

CAUTION! A Virus has been detected... Proccessing... Access Denied! Please Try Again Later... LOSER!!!

Just kidding... Anyway, my time here is to talk about downloading stuff from the internet. Believe me, I just got something out of my mind yesterday.

My mum BUSTed me again for downloading anime videos yesterday. And I recieved a very... very... very... Long lecture. But here is some juice on what I heard...

...If you keep downloading from internet, your laptop will kena Virus one day...

This is todays issue. Will download shows from Internet will make your laptop vulnarable to Virus?

In my opinion, if you know the website well, and you have HARDCORE EVIDENCE the website hav no virus, nor the files you download has no virus... Then it is safe.

However, if Popup keep coming up from the website, you will surely ave to abandon that website, cause these popup may be harmful towards your laptop and computers...

Then, there is another thing, Download accelarators! It is a special programme to ease your download, by searching for user with the same programme and download from that.

This my friends, you better avoid it. If the the user your downloading from contain infectious Virus, then say bye bye to your machine... T_T

Then there is File sharing systems. Simplified language... Ares, Limewire etc. Aha... Here's a thought. These are some of the most simplest programme anybody prefer, cause to download something, by using search, you can straight away download it.

But you must remember, you are downloading it from others computer and laptop... If they have Virus, so can you. Take note.

Another way to make sure you are 100% virus proof... Is DON'T download!!! (That is my mum's warning, suggestion... You name it...)

However, we are teenagers... It is impossible laa... =P

Eggs and Gas...

2008-09-25T23:49:00.000-07:00

Give it a thought.....

A man eats two eggs each morning for breakfast. When he goes to the grocery store he pays 60 cents a dozen. Since a dozen eggs won't last a week he normally buys two dozens at a time.

One day while buying eggs he notices that the price has risen to 72 cents. The next time he buys groceries, eggs are 76 cents a dozen. When asked to explain the price of eggs the store owner says, "The price has gone up and I have to raise my price accordingly". These store buys 100 dozen eggs a day.

He checked around for a better price and all the distributors have raised their prices. The distributors have begun to buy from the huge egg farms. The small egg farms have been driven out of business. The huge egg farms sell 100,000 dozen eggs a day to distributors. With no competition, they can set the price as they see fit. The distributors then have to raise their prices to t he grocery stores. And on and on and on. As the man kept buying eggs the price kept going up.

He saw the big egg trucks delivering 100 dozen eggs each day. Nothing changed there. He checked out the huge egg farms and found they were selling 100,000 dozen eggs to the distributors daily. Nothing had changed but the price of eggs.

Then week before Thanksgiving the price of eggs shot up to $1.00 a dozen. Again he asked the grocery owner why and was told, "Cakes and baking for the holiday". The huge egg farmers know there will be a lot of baking going on and more eggs will be used. Hence, the price of eggs goes up. Expect the same thing at Christmas and other times when family cooking, baking, etc. happen.

This pattern continues until the price of eggs is 2.00 a dozen. The man says, "There must be something we can do about the price of eggs". He starts talking to all the people in his town and they decide to stop buying eggs. This didn't work because everyone needed eggs.

Finally, the man suggested only buying what you need. He ate 2 eggs a day. On the way home from work he would stop at the grocery and buy two eggs. Everyone in town started buying 2 or 3 eggs a day.

The grocery store owner began complaining that he had too many eggs in his cooler. He told the distributor that he didn't need any eggs. Maybe wouldn't need any all week. The distributor had eggs piling up at his warehouse. He told the huge egg farms that he didn't have any room for eggs would not need any for at least two weeks.

At the egg farm, the chickens just kept on laying eggs. To relieve the pressure, the huge egg farm told the distributor that they could buy the eggs at a lower price. The distributor said, " I don't have the room for the %$&^*&% eggs even if they were free".

The distributor told the grocery store owner that he would lower the price of the eggs if the store would start buying again. The grocery store owner said, "I don't have room for more eggs. The customers are only buying 2 or 3 eggs at a time. Now if you were to drop the price of eggs back down to the original price, the customers would start buying by the dozen again".

The distributors sent that proposal to the huge egg farmers but the egg farmers liked the price they were getting for their eggs but, those chickens just kept on laying.

Finally, the egg farmers lowered the price of their eggs. But only a few cents. The customers still bought 2 or 3 eggs at a time. They said, "when the price of eggs gets down to where it was before, we will start buying by the dozen."

Slowly the price of eggs started dropping. The distributors had to slash their prices to make room for the eggs coming from the egg farmers. The egg farmers cut their prices because the distributors wouldn't buy at a higher price than they were selling eggs for. Anyway, they had full warehouses and wouldn't need eggs for quite a while. And those chickens kept on laying.

Eventually, the egg farmers cut their prices because they were throwing away eggs they couldn't sell. The distributors started buying again because the eggs were priced to where the stores could afford to sell them at the lower price. And the customers starting buying by the dozen again.

Now, transpose this analogy to the gasoline industry.

What if everyone only bought $10.00 worth of gas each time they pulled to the pump? The dealer's tanks would stay semi full all the time.

The dealers wouldn't have room for the gas coming from the huge tank farms. The tank farms wouldn't have room for the gas coming from the refining plants. And the refining plants wouldn't have room for the oil being off loaded from the huge tankers coming from the oil fiends.

Just $10.00 each time you buy gas. Don't fill it up. You may have to stop for gas twice a week but, the price should come down.

Think about it. As an added note...When I buy $10.00 worth of gas that leaves my tank a little under quarter full.

The way prices are jumping around, you can buy gas for $2.65 a gallon and then the next morning it can be $2.15. If you have your tank full of $2.65 gas you don't have room for the $2.15 gas. You might not understand the economics of only buying two eggs at a time but, you can't buy cheaper gas if your tank is full of the high priced stuff.

Also, don't buy anything else at the gas station; don't give them any more of your hard earned money than what you spend on gas, until the prices come down..." just think of this concept for a while.

-Adapted from an email I recieved. I find it really intresting and it may work.

Serching for Happily Ever After...

2008-09-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

HEA.. Happly Ever After. Does that really exists?

I have stumble across many anime and drama over the past few years, (What do you expect? I'm not intrested in Disney's Princesse's story) and I find many of these holding the term Happly ever after... Will that be a happly Ever After in Real Life?

It is a harsh world out there and finding that would be really hard... Especially when you are in a physically disadvantage... (T______T)

Sob... Sob... Anyway, how many believe Happly Ever After exist? As we can see many cases of Divorce, having a spare tyre and all sort of nasty things people would do...

Love is a simple thing... People tend to make it complex... And because of that, Happily Ever After won't be able to survive in this world.

I have a freind who is unfortunately suffer from a brain disease (Forgotten what the disease name..) He has difficulties on understanding, however, is statement ans his thinking was very straight.

Unlike many people who uses sarcastic and provocation, he goes straight to the point and withot any harmful words. When he felt hurt by others, he will boldly say it out. This stuff... You may say he is slow and unworthy to befreinded, but I believe, he is one of the most influencial people in my life...

Anyway, back to my topic, I believe if everyone thinks as straight as him, without hidden motives or hurtful kanguage...

Would Happily Ever After Exist?

Think about it...

The Tale of the Fake King

2008-09-16T03:03:00.000-07:00

Dissclaimer: This story is "PURELY" Fiction, should any resembles the character of the story is MERE COINCIDENCE!!!

Once upon a time, there live an enthustiatic guy. Although he is no ruler of the land, but many people call him "the King"... (This is way much better than The Rock from WWE). Unknown for the reasons though. However, others call him the fake King.

For one thing he is loved by the vilagers is because his sense of justice. Many said his words can even take down the goverment if they did not do the right thing. Even the Black in that country love him.

But things got a bit off hand when one day...

There was one bastard call Mad Mail, or short form M&M. He is an influencial personal and loyal to the REAL KING. However, he made one Huge mistake.

M&M have a talk with the locals in a marketplace. One of his words became one of the hottest topic. "Hey **** Negro***, go BACK where you belong... (If this statement hurt anyone, I am seriously truly sorry...) And that has cause a lot of trouble and fighting.

This situation has brought to the high court of the castle, where the real King is the judge. After a strong debate, he announce M&M NOT GUILTY. So this situation has got the nation goes into chaos.. Well most of the nation.

The fake King also heard about this situation... He quickly think of an idea, to get back the justice that all nation desearve.

Fake King began to right many scrolls of protest and copied it. Then, he spread it throughout the city. All to find back the justice the people wanted.

Listen to this, the people began preotest against the Real King. Having to loose support, the Real King began to think of something ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT...

The next day, the Real King send out his Royal Guards to capture the FAKE KING... Without going through trial, he sentenced execution towards him. He also caught 2 other leader of the protest and do the same thing towards them.

SHOCKINGLY, after hearing the news, the citizen in that country did not PROTEST even more... Instead, they cease most of their protest. Because they know...

The Kings words are more powerful than law... So his words can overrule the real Law.

Now the moral of this story... If the citizen wakes up and protest the goverment, surely the King would release the Fake King and peace will be restored. It will be even better if M&M is caught and sentence to jail...

Disclaimer: I REAPEAT MY STATEMENT!!! This story is "pure fiction"... Should anything happen in reality, it is "MERE COINCIDENCE"!!!

The Grey side of people...

2008-09-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

Life is always Black and White... When you have done good things, you are white. When you commit sins, you are Black. And it holds the key to determine whether your good or bad...

Not going to happen in this world baby!!!

There is always a Grey factor within each and every people... You think people help you just because they are in the White side??? Then you should socialize more... I have found out MOST of the people in this world is Grey.

Common question to appeared in your mind if YOU ARE GREY!!!
- Why should I help you?
- What benifits do I get after helping you?
- Will you belanja me after I help you?
- I'm sick of this people always seeking for my help...

If you have this kind of thought... Welcome to the grey side of life.

It is true sometimes it is extremely annoying to have a person bugging you all the times, however, the mentality of you should ignore the idea of GREY and help them sincerely.

Do as much as you can and you won't have a greyish mind...

So I would also put it this way...

You help me and I cover your back...

Hmm... Let's put it to today out goverment context...

Oops... I'll shut up for now... Don't want to get caught like the newsfolks in the newspaper.

Mooncake Fest+ Fashion sense = Not my style...

2008-09-11T18:25:00.000-07:00

I always love mooncake festival... But this year is a complete different story...

After I have been stay in the "minority side" T_T ... Plus did not get any sipport from my juniors...T_T I have been "welcomed" to walk a fashion show.

The theme for it is Wild, funny and mooncake festival. Honestly, I have completely forgotten about the theme which put me into this situation.

I start to find back the old Merchant costume. Win Chan brainstorm me with a wonderful idea. If wear in a right place, I look rich. However, if I wear inside out... I MAY look poor. (Do not underestimate the power of MAY)

So I gather as much coloured paper and old cotton and start pasting it on my shirt (which is inside out). I start to wonder why the heck I'm doing this.

Then, I create my own lantern... (BTW, I suppose to be a poor kid) I found a water bottle and start to produce a poor kid lantern. It is pretty cool, having the candle stick inside the bottle while the bottle can be open in the middle.

However, what makes me really embarresed is the flower hat... The one which brings me down the humiliation lane. My mind (who is intrested in anime) thinks that one of the theme is cute.

I am soo dead...

The other competator was way much better than me, but to my proud, among the guys, I maybe the best... (gee... thanks for the cheering up) The winner is actally a girl, who wears a Muscle man outfit as her shirt with a lot of fake hair on her arm pit... She difinately conquer the fashion show... And I who ran out of topic... Completely mocked by the judge...

What a night... What a night..

But the other activities is cool though... Esecially the play. (I always wanted to see my Senpai in women's costume... And it is totally HILARIOUS!!!)

Sick... Sick... Sick...

2008-09-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

Sidarthu, founder of Budhism, has once said... " Human will definately go through thse 4 pain phases... Birth, Old, Sick, Death" I am suffering one of it now...

For continuous 2 days, I absent to college... Say thank you to Durian Burung "rosak" air con facility. I was blown by the cold air the whole night and I forget to bring a jacket or a blanket... (Serves me right)

Tuesday was a horrible day... I can't stand it anymore... My nose is running around and playing with mucus... The eat within my body is growing... Making me Real HOT... I mean... I'm HOT!!! Air gushing out from my lungs and cause pain all around my throat...

Ahh... The Pain... The humiliation... The... (Lost of words...)

Wednesday... I can't get up from bed... My head spins... So much... The heat within me is increasing... Looks like Panadol did not work much. Time to call for... MC...

But things get worst when my fever rises rapidly... And Unable to even get up from bed...

Getting 2 days MC maybe one of the best thing that happens in the Worst Case Scenario... However, there is another even worse case coming up...

Thursday is my turn to shine on the debate table, however, MY condition did not get any better. Unable to go, my substitude ran for me and BOY... I'm gonn be toast by the whole class...

The series of unfortunate event occurs... And there is nothing I can do about it. That is the consequences of SICK!!!

No Easy Lunch...

2008-08-31T18:18:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer: If anyone felt offended, I'm truly sorry... Sumimase...

Lunch is one of the most important meal of the day... But when Puasa month come... One famous phrase... Here we go again...

Last year was... Quite OK since I don't have class in the evening. When we go back to Tmn. Siswa, at least we can stop by at the Chinese store to grab a very Full bite...

NOW!!!

Newsflash people!!! Staying back is part of everyday job. And since there are NO food sold in the canteen... The only thing left to do is... (gggrrrrrr......) Starve to death.

Not to shabby I think. So I think I resort to another method to curb this problem... £Cooking£

Yet, tomorrow will be my first "no" lunch time. And yet, I have yet the time to cook anything. (Thnx for arriving back late...) Thinking and pondering...

Forget tomorrow. ... The nnext following days... I'm going to have to wake up... Early in the morning... VERY EARLY IN THE MORNING...

This would be one of the most toughest month though... And yet, I have yet to felt the fear before I experiance it...

Oh NO!!! My ASS...

2008-08-30T00:37:00.000-07:00

Let me say one more time.... MY ASS!!!

Let's see the Ass I have... Hmm... Big... Many... Incomplete... Oh NO!!! I'm going to have some of the worst day of my life.

I have 3 Asses... That's right... 3. I have one completed Ass... And 3 uncompleted ass... Yup...

These asses would be really a pain in the ass... Get what I mean...

Before the 4 day holiday, I have found the articles... However, my groups still have a lot unfinished buisness... I thought to myself. At least I can do my reflection (article review) in these holidays... However my groups still have not narrow down the article I need to write review... What am I supposed to do?

That's why I'm in a situation, whereby my ASS is in a standstill... I can't do anything...even if I wanted to...

Will I finish my ASS in time?

Embrace the Red Carpet...

2008-08-27T17:56:00.000-07:00

Have you ever stood in front of thousands...(Actually only 100) of people where you and a team of professional (Actually novice more like) actors acting and recieve credict for it? It is one of the most best night I have in my entire life..

Prerparing almost for 16 hours, our bodies have all comlpletely used up all the field. I took a "little" nap while dining in some chocolate (Actually the chocolate is a prop of the play and I'm just eating it up!!!) Yup... Getting fat is the only way to destress... (So I think...Hehehe)

2 Hours before the play...

I put on the make up... And this will be (hopefully) the last time I put on make up. Do you know how irritating the make up is? I felt very... Unnatural. But unfortunately, I have to bear it...

Helping on the candles is another thing. We are decorate the entrance with candles, and we ditch the lights... It would be really wonderful if it is a success... "IF" that is... But the IF got way out... It seems the wind is not helping. The light from the candles seems to be gone every few seconds once it is ligten up. Depression, hatred and Anger towards mothernature is all we have...

1 Hour before the play...

Dinner's here... And ... Did I mention the make up is a pain in the ass? It is SOOOO DAMN HARD TO EAT WITH THE MAKE UP ON!!! I believe this really ruin the make up... Big time.

1/2 hour before the play...

The final touch up for the LOST make up (thanks for the food) is done. Sweat is all over me... and... Wait a minute... WHERE IS MY Moustache?

5 minutes before the play...

Again... WHERE THE HELL IS MY MOUSTACHE???? Where is the moustache guy???

The time when the play SHOULD START!!!

Finally, he's here... BUT NOT THE AUDIENCE?!!! Temper and anxiety runs throughout the stage crew, cast and etc.

"Where in the world are they? This is Plasamy!!! A show with NO Audience??!!! Oh Why?!!! Why must there be a show with no adience?!!!" Quoted and Edited by Shylock, the Merchant of Venice.

10 minutes... After the exact time...

THE HALL IS (Half) FULL with audience!!! MY GOODNESS!!! Tension people... tension!!! However, we able to pull out the strings.. (Almost) perfectly...

During the play...
There were laughter... Distraction (Thank you so much Mr. Ram...) and also fun. I am enjoying myself and also the others... Scene after scene, Act after act... Finally...

The huge applause we have been waiting for!!! Some even stood up while gave us cheer... From our juniors... Our lecturers... Everything... Even the Vice Directer quoted my line..."I'm speechless!!!"

A rough journey finally paid off!!! We have succeeded the play, and deserve the applause... And with the spotlight shine upon me... It is my time...

To embrace the red carpet...

(~0~) Mr. Yong searves delicious lunch!!!

2008-08-22T04:41:00.001-07:00

I always vist this shop, but I never review it... Now's my chance...

Born Chinese, I would also love to indulge on Chinese food. However, nothing can be compare to my favorite Mr. Yong Tao Fu from Ampang!!!

Popular for many years, Mr. Yong has always my favorite. But after eating today, guess I have to give him the credict he desearved...

Oh and FYI...

1) Mr. Yong Tau Fu is one of Chinese delicacies... There are also other races wo makes it in Pasar Malam... But this place in Ampang is still the best...

2) Ther REAL Mr. Yong Tau Fu is made of Tofu... (Obviously) and i has many ways of cooking it... Together with many side dishes...

3) The differance between Pasar Malam Mr. Yong Tau Fu and Ampang's Mr. Yong Tau Fu is huge... Mostly Pasar Malam's one have too much side dishes that is irreleant to the original one... Such as meat balls, sea pack etc. It has become more to Steamboat...

Food Review on Mr. Yong Tau Fu from Amapang:

1) Enviroment: 3 / 10

Oh... Why is that? To be honest, the place is extermely hot when the cook is just right beside you. The place has n air conditioner, and very limited space for parking and eating...(Cause it is too popular) Anyway, they should think of expanding theirrestaurant and make it more condusive to eat.

2) Food Tasting:

Fried Dumplings (Sui Gao): 10/10
I would highly recomend anyone to eat this one... The best of all... The fried taste together with the stuffing inside complete this meal... UMAI~~~

Water Dumpling (Sui Gao) : 9/10

Not as good as th fried one... But this is also extremely nice. I would say it is next to this.

Fu Zhok: 10/10

Again this is one of my favorite... Yong Tau Fu is nothing is you don't ave this... The fish within together with the crispy Fu zhok at the outside makes it wonderful. It is not like the pasar malam brand, where the Fu Zhok is soaking wet and not that good...

Tau Fu (Fried and Steam) : 8/10

As a lover of Tau Fu, Yong Tau Fu is nothing without Taufu...(Of Course, it IS NOT Yong Taufu When there are no Taufu...) The taste? Undescribabley delicious.

Vege-Yong: 7/10

The Vege Yong taufu style consist of Ladyfingers, eggplant, bittergod and chilli. Why is it Yong's style? Because it insert fish meat into the vege, causing it to taste even better... Besides Bittergod and Chilli, the other 2 searve the it right. Good but not THAT great...

In conclusion, this store is seriously one of the best... Anyone should try it. But sorry for the Muslim, it is not Halal. You'll have a good lunch with Mr. Yong!!!

Faster than M16...

2008-08-21T19:42:00.000-07:00

Have you seen anythingfire much more faster than M16... I do... And I have been shot by it stimultaniously... (Wait... That means I should be in heaven...)

RIP... Bjay Ang. As a rememberence of... Choy choy choy!!!

Anyway, I went to some of my relatives house.. And we talk... and talk... and talk.. and talk... Actually, I'm not the one talking...

My relative is 80 y.o. And she is holding one of the most powerful weapon of all... "Mouth".

Using her latest device... she shot me stimultaniously using "the mouth" by talking non stop... t keeps going on... and on... and on.. and on...

I? I keep nodding my head... nodding my head... Humming... Gave a weak laugh... etc..

This situation goes on for 30 minutes... And Idon't even know what the hell she's telling... IT is the WORSE...

So next time... When you meat an old man/old lady, make sure you would counter their weapon by saying... "Boy... I just thought of something... See ya." But when they engage their weapon... It is hard to dodge.

~Umai~... Oishi~ ~_~

2008-08-21T05:48:00.001-07:00

Konichiwa!!! Watashiwa... Bjay-kun... Yoroshiku Onegai shimasu...

And I'm going to review the latest food and beverage I have tried today... Japanese food lovers will definately love it. Shogun Japanese Buffet Restaurant located at One Utama, PJ.

After stepping in... I'm completely bewildered with the awesome variety of food located inside... Supremely amazing... Here is my score and coments about the restaurant.

1) Food Variety - 10/10
Totally... Their variety widely spread... From Tepanyaki, to Sushi... From raw... To deep Fried... From soup to mee... And also Soba to Teriyaki... You name it... It have almost every single Japanese traditional food inside...

2) Enviroment - 9/10
Air conditioned and won't feel hot... You can also choose the out side garden... It depends... So I say it is real good.

3) Food Tasting - Review from plate to plate...

Hot Dish - 9/10
Yup... Seriously Umai~ (In another dimension)..... (Back online) Their hot dish covers a wide variety of seafood... My personal favorite... Grilled Sashimi... (aka. Ray) Supremely outstanding.

Deep Fried Corner - 7/10
A bit dissapointing. It is extremely nice, however, when you keep eating deep fried stuff... Your toungue will go... "Blurgh... I can't take another bite..."

Tepanyaki - 9/10
One word... Oishi~~~ (Drop into another dimension... Again... Then back up) You can choose from wide variety of raw meat and seafood together with wide variety of Soba and mushrooms... Outstandingly perfect... Yo'll see the cook preform the cooking... I highly recomend this corner...

Sushi - 8/10
As a profesional Sushi lover... I would say this is not that good...(T_T) The rice given is too little... And the raw fish given was just...so~so... Pretty dissapointing on the Sushi... Really...

Raw Section - 2/10
Maybe it is just my bad luck... The one I taste was... Extremely unfresh... I even pull out from the dish... I don't know about you guys... But it is a no-no for me...

Soup Section - Too full to taste...
Yup... That is seriously sux... I am seriously too full for it..

Dessert Section - 9/10
Supremely... UMAI~~~~~ (Fall into another dimension... Why must I always fall into another dimension) The cakes there is simple marvelous and I would love the Tiramisu extremely...

Overall tasting... 8/10

In Conclusion... Really really supremely... So fantastically Marvelous... Highly recomeded to all!!! Especially when your carving for Japanese food... UMAI~~~~~~ (I'm out of this world)

Busted...

2008-08-20T02:08:00.000-07:00

When you're playing NFS: Most Wanted, you'll definately know this term... Once you have been chase by cops, you'll have to get away from there. Or else... You'll be caught by them. Go fast and let them chill out... They'll let you off...

But in real life situation... Once you're busted... GAME OVER!!!

Watching anime is one of the most biggest sins if I watch it in the house. So in order to watch, you'll have to watch yourself. Unfortunately, my luck went extremely low as I hit a crash just enough to let the "cops" caught me redhanded...

I don't know how long am I going o be "inprisoned" but I think it will be hard to blackmail them...

Home...

2008-08-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

The taste of home is far beyond any place in the world... The smell of the wet leaves plants around the house... The coldness of the Air conditioner... The extremely insane speed of MY Internet... All of it is way better than the place I'm staying in Hostel.

One step closer to home..

One step further from freedom...

One step closer to Family...

One step further from parties...

One step closer to tranquility...

One step further from mosquitoes...

I seriously love where my home lies...

Where the bird chips...

Where it is home for delicacy...
Where I can get fat...
Where I can dowload as much as I can...
Where I have no worries of college for a week...
Where I can shout my throats out...

Nothing I can compare to home...
Nothing...

Truth Behind the Mask

2008-08-12T20:32:00.000-07:00

Finally, my college play (which is my assignment)has finally over. Being one of the main character is really stress out. I have challenge what is so called impossible for me. As you know, I'm a wacky, funny character. However, in this play I play the sorrowful Antonio. (The title is Merchant of Venice by Shakespere and believe me... You don't want to mess with Shakespere's work... You'll explode understanding his stuff...) The huge contrast in my own character has finally paid of...

I have to hide my wacky face behind the mask...

Let me stress on this... I see a lot mask throughout my life... But thanks to this play, I found out there are much more mask that I ever saw before.

All of my friends who worked in this play and make it successful, I'm seriously thankful. However, I found out that are much more than what's beneth the eyes.

One of my friend who I expect he is fun, socialable person. However, I think I have accidentally crack the mask of his... He became so tension in the process, and tried very hard to create a thick mask to hide his tension. Unfortunately, one day, his mask cracked and unleashed a side I never imagine...

There is even one I thought he is OK with everyone... However, he reveal to me about his disstatisfaction about many stuff in the play. I'm pretty suprise these words came out from his mouth... (I won't say it out to provide privacy)

Another one... How thick will your mask go.. If your BF/GF is in the play... Being others couple? It's tough, but one of my friend has to do it... The mask he/she wearing is extremely thick... And thank God nothingbad happen...

This is the best Mask... There is another "couple" that should be on the play... Both of them are single... However, both have no relationship even aftr the play... Well this is the interesting part... The "she" real character is arragont and hate those who are not "up to her standard". And seriously, the "he" does not up to her standard. However, we can see both of them perform so well in that play... Very well, till we thought those 2 are meant to be together... Again... Her Mask took the important role.

As a conclusion... There is always a mask behind everybody. However, these mask play a very important role on hiding their real personality. It might fit to everybody, however, where would your true self be? Hidden behind the mask? Whatever, but I believe...

Wearing a mask is really... A PAIN IN THE ASS!!!

Ways of Eating Coned Ice Cream

2008-08-10T18:46:00.000-07:00

I believe eeryone of you have eaten Ice cream... (Mmm.... Me love chocolate...) Anyway, I need to review of the ways of eating Ice Cream...

There is one kind people which like to eat the top first then to the bottom. They will first indulge into the creamy taste of the cream, filled with sweetness. However, at ast, near the end, there are no more cream but only the cone biscuits. I believe most of the people eat ice cream this way.

However, there are another kind, whereby the start eating from the bottom, gently rising to the top. They first suffer the hardness and crunchy feeling of the cone. Before it finished, they would finally get the taste of the sweet cream on the top. However, when they reach the top, some of the icecream will drip to the floor, making it impossible to eat. Soem even drop the whole ice cream on the floor.

These are 2 kind of people eating ice cream. Now, let us relate it to life. In life, there are harsh moments, and sweet moments. We can compare the harsh moments as the cone, and the sweet moments as the cream.

Most people prefer to suck all of the sweet essense of their life by go party all day and night. At last, they suffer at the end with harsh life and suffer with less income.

Then there is another people, they would preder to go their harsh life first by studying all day and night. At last, near the end, they have enjoyable life with high income etc. HOWEVER, life is always harsh till the end. These people won't have as much enjoyable life like the previous ones. Sometimes, their effort did not pay out either. They might also fail by dropping the whole cream on the ground.

So which kind of person are you?

Me? I'm the special type... First, I suck the top part of the delicious ice cream. But I did not finish all of it. Then I bite the crunchy bottom part. In the way, I felt some of the melted ice cream. So I suck the cream... Finally, I finish the ice cream with sweetness...

Hehe... Guess I'm not normal huh?

Volunteer Army

2008-08-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

We have a talk today regarding about recruiting voluntery army. I have notice that the speaker have talk aout the advantages of entering... I find it...

1) Brainwashing
To me, it is actually brainwash people who listen to it. It say all about the good side of the army. Such as videos of skydiving, helding awesome weopon etc. However, it did not show the harshness of the training. The harsh reality that lies behind their lies.

2) Crap and Lies
I believe all that is publish there is a TOTAL LIE!!! Why? Do you honestly think they would spend billions of money on some amateur volunteer army to go parachuting and skydiving? Or even let an amateur to hold all sorts of guns and cannon. You must know how much the cost of the bullet and gunpowder.

3) The Biggest Risk
Why am I saying that? Put it this way. If the country is in trouble, like under attack or something... Who is going to help and fight? Are you able to run away like normal citizen even though you have sign up for this? And the most crucial, but harsh question... Are you willing to THROW your Life in the battlefield if you are DIA?

Based on these arguments, I believe they are just trying to pull members into the organization and yes... Certainly many stay back to become members.

But I wonder how many of them stayed beacuse of intrest of the Military? And howmany are fooled by their Crap and Lies and result of brainwashing?

Why so serious?

2008-08-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer: WARNING!!! The story below is PURE FICTION in MY WORLD!!! Any of them happened in the real MOVIES is just mere coincedence. (>O<)

Why so Serious?

Batman walks around the class. All of the student went very silent. His fierce face silent every single hooligan. Every single one is paying dear attention to him... Suddenly...

The Joker arrived.

"Hahaha... Hi Batman." He jumped across the room and stab the Batman at the heart. Batman bleeds to death. Before he dies, the joker whispered something t his ears...

"Why so SERIOUS?!!!" When Batman breath his last breath, the whole class cheered with joy. They know they hate being serious in the class... Tp them, THE JOKER IS THEIR SAVIOUR!!!

"Why so serious? Let's put a smile in that face!!!" THe joker walked out happily with the children.

In life, serious is always a good thing. However, with only the Batman in your heart is always a PAIN IN THE BUTT!!!

Sometimes, you need a Joker too. With a little naughtinest and laugh, you will make your life much more better!!!

Movie with Junior...

2008-07-30T19:44:00.000-07:00

Life in college is really stressfull. So, having fun is very important.

So complete this Mathtematic equation:

1) When you stress, you need to have fun.
2) Going movie is fun.

Conclusion?

When you stress go to the MOVIE!!!

Complete another equation...
1) Being with Junior makes me ass pain...
2) Being stress is a pain in the ass...

Conclusion:
Being with Juniors is stressful!!!

:P

Let's solve the final one...
1) When you stress, you go to the movie.
2) Being with Junior is stressful...

Conclusion:
When you are with Junior, GO TO THE MOVIE WITH THEM!!!!

Hahahahahha....

Yup... It is fun when we are having fun with Junior... So just have fun with them.

Life vs Lies: My world

2008-07-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

Standing in between the crossroad of life, we must lie sometimes...

To gain trust...

To get acknowledge...

To get to the top...

To revenge...

To please others...

Lie is important... Life create Lies, Lies completed Life.

And you are welcome to view my life... and/lies.